A HOUSEHOLD DIRGE.
Reading edition
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BY R. H. STODDARD.
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I’ve lost my little May at last;
She perished in the Spring,
When earliest flowers began to bud,
And earliest birds to sing;
I laid her in a country grave,
A rural, soft retreat,
A marble tablet o’er her head
And violets at her feet!
I would that she were back again,
In all her childish bloom;
My joy and hope have followed her,
My heart is in her tomb;
I know that she is gone away,
I know that she is fled,
I miss her everywhere, and yet
I cannot make her dead!
I wake the children up at dawn,
And say a simple prayer,
And draw them round the morning meal,
But one is wanting there;
I see a little chair apart,
A little pin-a-fore,
And Memory fills the vacancy,
As Time will—nevermore!
I sit within my room, and write
The lone and weary hours,
And miss the little maid again
Among the window flowers;
And miss her with her toys beside
My desk in silent play,
And then I turn and look for her,
But she has flown away!
I drop my idle pen and hark,
And catch the faintest sound;
She must be playing hide-and-seek
In shady nooks around;
She’ll come and climb my chair again.
And peep my shoulder o’er,
I hear a stifled laugh—but no,
She cometh nevermore!
I waited only yester night,
The evening service read,
And lingered for my idol’s kiss,
Before she went to bed,
Forgetting she had gone before,
In slumbers soft and sweet,
A monument above her head,
And violets at her feet!