THE ANGEL’S VISIT.
Reading edition
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BY MRS. S. ANNA LEWIS.
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One December evening cold,
Filled with sorrows manifold,
To the sere and sallow wold
With an elfin step I stole,
To hold converse with my soul
Of the loved and lost of yore,
Dwelling on the shadowy shore—
The Spirit-shore.
Very lonely was my breast—
On that night no genial guest
By its hearth-stone paused to rest;
Dim the lamp of Hope did gleam
O’er my young heart’s darkened stream;
And I sought from mystic store
In that lamp new oil to pour—
Fresh oil to pour.
Dark and drear and desolate,
On a mossy crag I sate,
Watching through the heavenly gate
Many a solemn Angel-band
Marching to the Spirit-land,
When Love tapping on the door
Of my heart, did there implore—
A Home implore.
Trembling, shivering, timid-hearted,
From that holy dream I started,
As a ghost of the departed
From the gates of light had drifted,
And with icy fingers lifted
Up the latchet of the door
Of my doating heart once more—
Ah me! once more!
Then aside I dashed the tear,
Lower bent my mental ear,
More distinct the taps to hear,
And all thoughtless did begin
To tell Love to enter in.
When an Angel sought this shore
To defeat him at the door—
My lone heart’s door.
Low his golden tresses streaming
O’er his wings with soul-light beaming,
Perched he down amid my dreaming,
Perching, sat ere I could rise.
Gazing full into my eyes,
As my soul he would explore—
And this Cupid by the door—
My lone heart’s door.
Calmly then the Angel spoke,
Words that o’er my spirit broke,
Like the chimes in dream-land woke—
“Sad, meek solitaire of earth,
Loving, trusting from thy birth—
Soul that heavenward dost soar!
Turn this traitor from the door—
Thy lone heart’s door.
“In thy breast he seeks no home—
From the blithest he will roam;
He will enter the heart’s dome,
Filch its every jewel fair,
Plant his barbed arrow there,
And then straight go out the door,
Back returning never more—
Ah, never more!
“Search the chronicles of love,
See the nets that he has wove,
To entrap the timid Dove;
See in Lethe’s crowded domes
Ashes of his hecatombs;
And I wot thou’lt keep the door
Of thy heart locked evermore—
Forever more.
“Blossoms in thy heart may bloom,
E’en while Love hath there his home,
But their roots are in the tomb;
And the tramp of funeral-feet
Lone thy spirit’s ear will greet,
When too late to lock the door
Of thy heart forever more—
Ah, evermore!
“Therefore, mournful child of song,
Leave Love to the heartless throng,
Who can cope with wo and wrong;
Pour thy soul’s surcharge of fire
On an altar holier, higher,
And let Reason keep the door
Of thy fond heart evermore—
Forever more.”
When the Angel this had said,
Out his burnished wings he spread,
And above the tree-tops sped;
Upward, upward, where the moon
Floated in her cloudy noon,
Leaving me to guard the door
Of my heart forever more—
Ah, evermore!
But this heart would not obey
What the missioned sprite did say—
It would have its willful way;
It made Love its chiefest guest,
Till he banished Peace and Rest,
When he straight went out the door,
Locking Wo in evermore—
Ah, evermore!