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"But what a time you've been away!" said Magnus.
"Haven't we?" said Thora. "Five months, nearly six."
"Six months come Tuesday week," said Magnus.
At that they both became confused, and Thora began to show some photographs taken by Helga on the journey.
"How beautiful! How wonderful!" said Magnus. "But I wonder your ship wasn't floating on the pumps, as they say, before you got back to harbor--it must have cost a good deal of money to see all those places."
"It must," said Thora, "traveling is so expensive--especially when there is more than one to pay for."
"And then there was Helga," said Magnus.
"Yes, indeed, there was Helga. But the check which father and the Governor gave to Oscar seems to have been sufficient for all."
"Still I can not understand how he made it pay for everything."
"No, it isn't easy to understand that, is it?"
"Venice! Rome! Monte Carlo! How you must have enjoyed your journey!"
"Oscar did--every day of it."
"And you, Thora?"
"I'm not a good traveler--I soon tire of sight-seeing, and if it hadn't been for Helga----"
"So you are not sorry you took Helga with you?"
Thora faltered a little and then said, "Helga was able to go sight-seeing with Oscar when I had to stay in the hotel."
"But were you not lonely while they were away?"
"Perhaps--sometimes--just a little--being so much alone, and among so many strange faces."
Magnus, who seemed to be absorbed in the photographs, said almost unconsciously, "Poor little thing!"
Then the flag of distress ran up to Thora's eyes and she answered hurriedly, "Oh, it was my own fault. Oscar always wanted to stay with me, and if it hadn't been for Helga----"
But a little catch came into her throat, and she had to stop. Whereupon Magnus said:
"And I hoped you were so happy!"
But then Anna brought in the lamp and the lights relieved the tension, yet being able to see the photographs plainly Magnus laid them down and Thora put them away.
He left early, having a long ride before him, and Anna followed him to the door.
"Is Thora quite well?" he asked in a whisper.
"As well as can be expected under the circumstances," said Anna.
"And is Oscar kind to her?"
"Kind? Oscar, kind? Why should you ask that, Magnus?"
"She looks so pale, so depressed."
"Oh, that's often the way with young wives in her condition. Haven't you noticed anything--anything particular? Our Thora will be a mother before long."
"And is that all that's the matter with her?" said Magnus.
V
The summer session of Parliament was to begin almost immediately and Oscar plunged straightway into preparations for his campaign. He was to move a resolution proposing that the Acts of Althing should henceforward be promulgated on the last day of the session, as in the old times, from the ancient Mount of Laws at Thingvellir. It was to be his maiden speech and much depended upon it. Before he wrote it he went over to the Factor's to discuss with Helga its scheme and argument. After he had written it he went over to the Factor's again to read it to Helga, and obtain the benefit of her suggestions. And when he had committed it to memory he went over to the Factor's a third time to rehearse it before Helga. It was Helga first and last, all day and every day until the day of the opening sitting.
"Helga is a great politician, but you care nothing about politics, do you, Thora?" And Thora would swallow the lump in her throat and answer "No."
Thora and Helga were both present when Oscar took his seat. They occupied the Governor's ante-room that opened off the parliamentary chamber. The galleries were crowded with spectators, and there was much curiosity when Oscar rose to speak. Thora felt a little faint at the first sound of his voice, and she would have fled away if she could have done so, but Helga held her to her chair.
"Hush! For goodness' sake be quiet," she whispered. "You'll make him still more nervous."
The speech was a great success. It was an appeal for the preservation of the old order--for all that made Iceland what it was--the land of Saga and song. Even the party of progress who thought much of its moonshine were carried away by the fervor and enthusiasm, the poetry and passion of the young speaker. When Oscar finished there were vollies of applause; the people in the galleries clapped their hands and Helga stood up and waved her handkerchief, but Thora covered her face and cried into her gloves.
The resolution was passed unanimously, and Oscar was made chairman of a committee to carry out the necessary preparations. This work occupied all his spare time during the six weeks of the parliamentary session. It took him to the Factor's every day, for Helga was full of schemes for the great ceremonial. Being in Parliament every morning and at the Factor's every afternoon Oscar was nearly always from home and Thora saw little of him. Every night he returned with a mouthful of apologies and a torrent of explanations. They had been searching the Sagas for the exact course taken by the procession in the old days, or they had been selecting flags to hang over the rocks, or they had been composing a hymn to celebrate the occasion--Oscar had improvised one in a moment and Helga had written it down.
"And how has my little baby been going on all day long? Lonely? What a shame! I'm sorry--very, very sorry," he would say.
And then Thora would answer, "Don't think of me, Oscar. You have your work to do, and I only wish I could help you, like Helga."
But in the long hours of loneliness, when her head was on her hands and her feet were in the fender, the poor little soul would sink and the tender heart grow bitter. Only Anna would be with her then, comforting and consoling her, and pretending to be blind to what every eye could see.
"Anna," she said at length, "when Magnus was here he asked me such a strange question."
"What was that, Thora?"
"He asked if I wasn't sorry that Helga had gone with us on our journey."
"And are you?"
"Sometimes--perhaps it is foolish--but sometimes I think I am."
"I know. I think I know. And it isn't foolish of you at all, dear. Oscar is doing wrong. I must speak to him--I must speak to him severely."
"It isn't Oscar's fault. Helga is so selfish."
"Yes, she takes after somebody else in that way, Thora."
"She was always taking Oscar away from me when we were on our journey."
"But your journey is over now, and he must mend his manners."
"Ah, no! That part of our journey isn't over yet, Anna. Sometimes I think it has only begun."
"You don't mean to say that Helga is trying to----"
"Helga has no pity. When she once gets hold of anybody she will never give him up."
"You think she is trying to get hold of Oscar?"
"I think she has got hold of him."
"You mustn't say that about your husband, Thora."
"Oh, I don't blame Oscar. Helga is so beautiful, so clever. She has every advantage over me."
"Now that's just where you are wrong. There is one point in which our little Thora has an advantage over Helga and every other woman in the world."
"You mean with Oscar----"
"Yes, with Oscar--you are going to be the mother of his child."
"Will that make any difference?"
"Any difference? I should think it will indeed. My poor mother used to say, 'When people are married it's the children who keep the pot boiling.'"
"You mean that when my baby is born Oscar will come back to me?"
"Certainly I do."
"And that he will never go away from me any more?"
"Never! Oscar has always loved children--wait till he has a child of his own and see."
"Well, you are his mother--you know him best."
"Trust me, Thora! It isn't a good well if water has to be carried to it, but when the child is born Oscar will begin all over again."
"You think that? Really? You think Oscar will love me again for my baby's sake?"
"Any man must if he has a good heart--and Oscar's heart is good whatever his head may be."
"Indeed--indeed it is."
"He must love the mother for the sake of the child, and the child for the sake of the mother."
"How sweet! How beautiful!"
Thora's own eyes were now like the eyes of a child--so full of wonder and love. She fell to counting the weeks that must pass before the fulness of her time.
"Nine weeks--hardly nine--eight--think, mother--only eight. How I wish it were even less! I used to look forward to that time with anxiety and dread, but there is nothing to be afraid of if so much good can come out of a little pain--nothing really--now is there?"
VI
In this sweet hope Thora comforted herself for four weeks, and then something happened which disturbed all her calculations. It was the eve of the proclamation and the committee of which Oscar was the chief decided to visit Thingvellir in order to complete their preparations for the ceremony. On this errand Helga was to go with them, and having so many things to attend to they were to sleep one night at the Inn-farm and return the following day. When Oscar announced this program a sudden change came over Thora's patient and submissive spirit.
"Then I must go, too," she said.
"You? You, Thora?" said Oscar. "Why, what can you be thinking of? Thirty-three miles away--in that desolate region--without a doctor or a nurse--and so near your time, too. Impossible! Quite impossible!"
"Then Helga mustn't go either."
"But Helga is so useful, so necessary."
"I don't care. If I can not go with you then Helga shall not do so, either."
"My dear Thora, this is so unlike you. But as you please. I shall be ashamed to tell Helga, and explain to the committee, but still, if you wish it-- No, no, you must not cry. You must not disturb yourself. My little woman must keep herself very quiet while I am away--very, very quiet."
Two hours after Oscar had gone Helga came to Government House. Thora was alone, and the sisters faced each other for some instants without speaking. At length Helga said:
"Well, I trust you are satisfied. Now that you have shown your foolish jealousy and made us the talk of the town, I trust you are satisfied."
"Oscar said I was to keep myself quiet, Helga, and you know I ought to do so."
"Oh, you can excite yourself enough it seems, when you wish to express your paltry feelings. Because I have sympathized with Oscar and tried to help and inspire him, you who have never sympathized with him and can never help him, because you cannot understand him, and he is beyond you--you must come with your paltry spite----"
"Helga! You have never been kind to me--never since you came home a year ago--but now you are cruel."
"Am I? Perhaps I am. And perhaps I've gone through enough to make me so."
"You speak as if your disappointment of this morning in not going with Oscar were a great and grievous matter, but you don't seem to remember how often I have been disappointed in the same way."
"Oh, I dare say you think you are much to be pitied."
"I don't say I'm to be pitied, Helga, because I know it was my own fault at the beginning. But I do say I've never known a moment's peace since you came home from Denmark. I persuaded father to send for you because you were my sister, and I wished you to share my happiness, but you have never shown me any sisterly feeling--never. On the contrary, you found me happy and you have made me miserable. You have done your best to render life intolerable to me."
"I thought you said you were not to excite yourself, Thora?"
"It is you that are exciting me, Helga, because you are always inflicting the sharpest tortures upon me and hurting me where you know I can bear it least. From the first you tried to take Oscar away from me--you know you did. You tried to do it before our marriage and you have tried to do it ever since. You were not even ashamed to try during our honeymoon and you are trying now, because you have lost all sense of loyalty or justice or remorse or even shame."
"Oh, yes," said Helga, "you think you have been a great martyr. But would it surprise you to hear that somebody else has gone through a still greater martyrdom? You accuse me of having inflicted tortures upon you--what of the tortures you have inflicted upon me?"
"I, Helga?"
"Yes, you! You speak as if I were the sort of woman who draws a man into her net, who tears him away from the wife he loves and drags him down to his death. You would have been nearer right if you had thought of me as another kind of woman altogether--one who is herself the sufferer--who is shut out and cut off and must remain unmated because the man who loves her is married to somebody else."
"Helga!"
"Oh, I should have had mercy on your condition, but you would not let me. And now if you wish to hear the truth I will tell you."
"And what is the truth, Helga?"
"The truth is that Oscar does not love you at all--perhaps he has never loved you."
"Helga, how dare you! The falseness of what you say is on the face of it. If Oscar has never loved me, why am I his wife? What advantage had he to gain by choosing me instead of you? What compulsion was put upon him? If he did not love me why did he marry me?"
"He married you out of pity--from a mistaken sense of duty--because he had contracted to marry you and thought it honorable to go on with his bargain. But he loved somebody else and so he sacrificed both of them.
"It's false, Helga, it's false, and it's only your vanity that makes you say so."
"Oh, you must not suppose that I am saying this without a certainty. I had it from himself----"
"Himself? He, himself?"
"----from his own mouth, on the very eve of your marriage."
"On the eve of his marriage to me, he told you----"
"He told me that he loved me. And since then, if he has not said it in words he has said it in other ways again and again. He loves me still----"
"No, no, no, it is not true."
"He will always love me."
"It is not true, it is not true."
"And he loves you no more than a man loves his dog or his horse, or the man of the Bible days loved the handmaiden of his wife."
"Helga, for shame! Are you without conscience or truth that you can lie to me like that? If Oscar had never loved me do you think I should not have found it out long ago? And if he loved you do you think I should not know it--I who am bearing his child?"
"Oh, you needn't taunt me with that, Thora. Yes, yours are the lips that kiss him, but it isn't the lips that matter. It is the love behind the lips, and that love is mine, and every time he kisses you the kiss is meant for me."
"You lie, Helga, you lie."
"And the child too, it is not your child, because the love that gave it life was my love."
"You lie, you lie."
"What do I care if you are the bondwoman who bears his child? The child will be my child, and when he is born he will have my face----"
"No, it is not possible."
"It is, it is--you know it is."
Thora gasped for breath. Then an extraordinary change came over her that made her almost unrecognizable. The patient and gentle woman seemed suddenly possessed by a demon. Something strange and horrible seemed in an instant to enter into her soul. The homicidal impulse which takes hold of wild animals appeared to assail and conquer her. One moment she stood facing her sister, convulsed and livid, and then in a voice that was hoarse with rage and shame she said:
"Very well, if that is so, and if my child is not my own, if it has been conceived in the love of another woman, and I am only the bondwoman who bears it, then--then--then--it shall never be born, or if it is born I--I--I will kill it!"
With that she burst into a peal of laughter, and fell on to the floor.
The noise brought Anna into the room panting.
"What have you done to her? What have you said? Thora! Thora!"
"I will kill the child. I will kill it, I will kill it!"
The wild, shrieking laughter continued and increased until the Governor came running from his room. He listened for a moment to the mad cries and then said, "Let us lift her up and carry her to bed. Helga, go for the doctor and for Margret Neilsen. Tell them to come quickly. She's in labor--there's no time to lose."
VII
All night Thora tossed about in a strong delirium, which expressed itself in the one wild, homicidal cry. Aunt Margret came and found Anna in the sick-room. The Factor followed, and sat for hours with the Governor in his bureau below.
The Doctor (Doctor Olesen) never left Thora's side. He did not conceal the gravity of her condition. The delirium was due to premature labor. Such homicidal mania was not unknown in the cases of young mothers. It generally originated in some startling event, perhaps a great loss, or a great shock or a grievous disappointment. Doctor Olesen questioned Anna, but she knew nothing to account for Thora's seizure. He asked Helga, but she said little.
Helga was obviously in a state of terror. Her face was deathly pale and her lips quivered. She could not be got to leave the house. When the Factor returned home at ten o'clock, being powerless to do anything, he could not tear Helga away. It was observed by all three attendants on the invalid that Helga did not ask to be admitted to Thora's room. "A sensible girl," thought the Doctor. "She knows better than ask me," thought Anna. But Helga seemed anxious to help in any menial way, no matter what.
When there was nothing else to do Helga sat in the drawing-room, still wearing her cloak and hat, and listening in fear to the mad cries from the chamber overhead. In the long dark hours she was a prey to the most agonizing thoughts. She was feeling like one who had committed a murder and asking herself what would happen if Thora died.
Beyond the physical agony of hearing those wild cries from the chamber overhead, beyond the pangs of a troubled conscience and beyond the pain of the sisterly love and pity which overcame her and surprised her in these dark hours, Helga suffered from one overmastering terror--the terror of what Oscar would say to her when he came back. He had been sent for; there would be no need to tell him anything.
Oscar arrived at midnight, covered with dust and sweat. Somebody opened the hall door to him. He did not stop to look who it was--but pushing through the house came first upon Helga in the drawing-room. For a moment they stood face to face, like guilty things. She was trembling from head to foot; he was breathing heavily.
"How is she now?" he asked.
"No better," she answered.
He heard the cries from the room above.
"Is that she?"
"Yes."
"Oh, God!" he muttered, and began to load himself with reproaches. "I should have taken her with me when she asked me. Why didn't I? I ought to have known what would happen."
Helga had expected that he would fly out at her, and she could have borne any insult, but this she could not bear.
"It's all my fault," he said. "I have been a fool--a weak, selfish fool. Oh, Thora, my sweet, innocent, long-suffering Thora, forgive me, forgive me!"
Helga could not endure the house any longer. She felt like a criminal and wanted to escape. Leaving Oscar with his head on his arms over the cushions of the couch, she slipped out and went home through the dark and silent streets alone.
Finding Helga gone, Oscar crept up to the door of Thora's room, but he was not permitted to enter where the mere breath of excitement might quench the glimmer of life within. His mother came out to him in the large room at the back and found him with his face down on the table. She had intended to rate him soundly the moment she set eyes on him, but the sight of his distress silenced her reproaches and she fell to comforting him instead.
"No, no," said Anna, "you couldn't have taken her with you. Things are bad enough as they are, but think how much worse they would have been if all this had happened there."
"Then I should have stayed at home," said Oscar. "I should have given up everything."
"Thora couldn't have wished you to do that, my son. None of us had a right to expect it."
"But you don't know everything, mother. I have behaved shamefully to Thora. I thought I was doing right by her, but I was doing wrong, dreadfully wrong. The poor girl has suffered terribly, and this is the result."
As the first streaks of dawn began to fret the sky above the glaciers of the Eastern fells, the delirium abated, and there came a period of conscious pain. Anna ran in to Oscar to tell him of the change, and then down-stairs on a similar errand to where the Governor lay in his shirt-sleeves on the sofa in his bureau.
"She's herself at last, thank the Lord, and the doctor says she's going along as well as can be expected."
Two hours later, when the sun rose on the little town, and the fiord and the fells were crimson with his glory, the angel of peace came down to the house of pain, hearing a babe in her arms.
With a smile and an outstretched hand, the doctor entered Oscar's room, and said:
"I am happy to congratulate you. A girl--a beautiful child."
"But Thora?"
"She is weak, but quite at ease, and as well as can be expected under the circumstances."
"Thank God!"
"And now go to bed yourself, Oscar, and sleep, if you can, until this time to-morrow."
"I will--I will. Thank you, doctor, thank you a thousand times."
Meanwhile Anna was in the bureau telling the glad news to the Governor, and then running about the house to find some one to carry it to the Factor.
"I'll go, mother," said a voice from the kitchen.
"Goodness! Is that you, Magnus? When did you come?"
"About eleven o'clock last night."
"Then you were here before Oscar?"
"Golden Mane gallops fast, mother."
"And what have you been doing in the kitchen?"
"Carrying the wood and boiling the water for Margret Neilsen."
"Then you must go to bed now--you'll be sleepy."
"Not I--I can lie awake six nights, you know, when the lambs are coming."
"Well, a lamb has come to-night, Magnus," said Anna.
"God bless it, and the little mother as well," said Magnus.
VIII
Thora slept until midday under the combined effects of exhaustion and a sleeping draught, and when she awoke the evil spirit which had possessed her had gone, and she was her own sweet simple self once more. But the struggle had been a terrible one, and if the better part of her soul had conquered the frail body which had been its battlefield was a waste of weakness. She was pale and thin and her blue eyes were large and liquid.
Before opening them she heard from the back room (which had been transformed into a nursery) the sweetest, most thrilling sound that ever comes to a woman's ears, a sound which sums up into its joys all the ecstasy that a human soul can know, a sound which no woman in the world has ever heard but once--the first cry of her first-born.
Thora opened her eyes, and saw Anna knitting by her side.
"Is that baby?" she asked.
"Ah, I thought you were awake!" said Anna. "Yes, Thora, that is baby. Margret Neilsen is bathing her."
"Bring her to me. Tell Aunt Margret to bring her immediately."
"By and by, dear, by and by."
"No, now! If she doesn't bring baby this instant, I'll get up and go to her."
"Hush! You are to be very quiet, and not to excite yourself. And as for getting up, the doctor says if you stir out of bed within a week goodness knows what will happen."
"Yes, I know. I am very naughty, and you must forgive me. But I've not seen baby yet--not really seen her--and if you will bring her to me I shall be so good. I shall not excite myself at all--not at all. You will see how quiet I shall be."
"Well, if you promise me, faithfully promise me," said Anna.
"Wait! Sit down again, mother. Sit here by the window. I have something to ask you first. Does she--does baby resemble anybody?"
"Resemble anybody? I should think she does, indeed. I have never in all my life seen a child so like its mother."
"Like me? Oh, bring her! Bring her! I can't wait a moment longer."
Anna went into the nursery and told Aunt Margret that Thora was awake and calling impatiently for the child.
"But she'll want to take her," said Aunt Margret.
"Trust her for that, if she's a mother," said Anna.
"But will it be safe? Is she quite herself again?"
"We'll chance her," said Anna.
Aunt Margret gathered up the baby in its long clothes and with its feeding-bottle at her breast, and carried it into Thora's room, and stooping by the bed she said, "There! Look at that now!"
"Give her to me, give her to me," cried Thora, stretching out two trembling white arms.
"Carefully then, carefully," said Aunt Margret.
There was no need to fear: Thora gathered her child to her breast with the free and daring but gentle touch that comes to mothers of every species.
"My baby! My baby!" she whispered, and her pale face overflowed with joy. "Yes, she is like me. I can see it myself. But why doesn't she open her eyes? Is she asleep? That can not be, because she is still sucking. Coo-coo! Isn't she beautiful? How foolish of me to say that! And yet it's true. Coo! My baby! My bootiful, bootiful baby!"
Through all this broken jargon--the divine foolishness of motherhood--the two older women stood by, trying to cackle and laugh behind their black silk aprons, but finding it hard to keep back their tears.
"Has Oscar seen her yet?"
"Not yet," said Anna.
"But he has come back, hasn't he? Didn't you tell me he had come back?"
"Yes, but he was quite worn out with watching and I sent him off to bed."
"Poor boy!"
"And Magnus has come, too, but I couldn't get him to go to bed and he still is working away in the kitchen.
"What a deal of trouble I am to everybody!"
"Trouble? We don't call that trouble."
"You've got a baby for it, haven't you?" said Thora, and she looked down at the treasure at her breast as if she had brought them the wealth of the world. All at once she cried, "Oh, oh! Look! Look!"
Aunt Margret, who was at the other side of the room, almost fainted at Thora's sudden cry.
"What has happened?" she gasped.
"Baby has opened her eyes," said Thora.
Aunt Margret dropped to a chair to breathe.
"They're blue like mine. Oscar's are brown, and Helga's--hers are grey. But perhaps baby's eyes will change their color! Do children's eyes change their color, Anna?"
"Sometimes they do," said Anna. "Blue eyes sometimes become brown----"
"Never grey?"
"Not that I know of," said Anna.
"I'm so glad baby is like me," said Thora, and she gazed down at the child with looks of wonder and love. Then her delicious selfishness took another turn and she said:
"Mother, do you not think Oscar has slept long enough now?"
"Doctor Olesen said he was to sleep until to-morrow," replied Anna.
"But couldn't you wake him up for a moment--just for a moment, to come and see us as we are now--baby and me--would it do him much harm?"
"No, but it would do you a great deal. You would over-excite yourself, and then, my gracious, I should get into trouble."
"Oh, no, I shall be quite calm--I promise you I shall be calm. And Oscar can come in his dressing-gown and then go back to sleep. Do call him--do--please do--Anna, Aunt Margret--mother!"
They could not resist the pleading voice, and Anna went off to Oscar's room. Oscar was awake.
"How is she now?" he asked.
"Still a little weak, but getting stronger every hour," said Anna.
"And the child?"
"She's got it in bed with her, and wishes you to come and see them."
"I'll come at once."
"Dear Thora! She is happy at last. I have never seen anybody so happy. And nobody ever deserved happiness more. Just now when I left her she had the eyes of a child. But she is still on the brink of life and death. It wouldn't need much to make her take flight from this world. Therefore watch over your words, Oscar, and don't say anything that will agitate her."
Oscar promised, and then followed his mother into Thora's bedroom. At the threshold he heard the soft "Boo-oo--coo-coo" of motherly endearment, and then saw the shining pale face on the pillow with the tiny red one below it.
"My poor Thora," he said, kissing her forehead, "you are not suffering now, are you? A little pale, perhaps, and a little thin, but better, are you not?"
"Look!" she whispered, uncovering the child and having no thoughts to waste on lesser matters. "Who is she like, Oscar?"
"Like? Do you ask me who she's like, Thora? Why, she's like--ridiculously like you!"
"Kiss me, Oscar. Put your arms around both of us, dearest. That way--so."
But at the next moment the baby was crying and the older women were protesting loudly.
"Come away you great, clumsy creature," said Aunt Margret.
"No, no," cried Thora. "It wasn't Oscar. He never hurts anybody. It was I, auntie," but auntie, making no terms with such heroics, took the child out of bed and proceeded to rock it, face downward, across her knee.
When the baby had been hushed to sleep they fell to the discussion of its name. Oscar was for "Thora," but Thora herself said no, that was her own name, the name Oscar knew her by, and therefore she could not share it even with her child.
"Then what do you say to 'Elin'?" said Oscar.
"Beautiful! Anna, Aunt Margret, listen. Say it again, Oscar."
"'Elin.'"
"Isn't it lovely as Oscar says it?"
So they decided straightway that "Elin" it should be, and next came the question of the godparents. Thora was for Magnus ("Poor Magnus") and Oscar assented. But when Oscar in his turn nominated Helga the sunshine died off Thora's face, whereupon Anna gave him a quick glance, and began to make a noise.
"Then Magnus for godfather and Aunt Margret for godmother," said Oscar, and so it was agreed.
"And let us have the baptism to-day," said Thora.
"To-day?" cried Anna. "Why, Thora, a child is never baptised on the day of its birth except when it is going to die."
It was now Aunt Margret's turn to make a noise, and this she did by wakening baby in rising suddenly, and protesting that Oscar ought to be turned out of the room and Thora left to rest.
"Yes, yes, that's true," said Oscar, and kissing Thora again he followed Aunt Margret and the baby into the nursery. When they were gone, and the door had closed on them, Anna leaned over the bed and whispered:
"There! Didn't I know what o'clock it was striking? Hasn't Oscar come back to you? When he kissed you didn't you feel that all his heart was yours?"
"Yes, it is true," said Thora. "But will it last, think you?"
"Certainly, it will last. Last night he was reproaching himself with all sorts of things, and to-day he is like a man who is beginning over again a new life."
"You think so, Anna? You really think so?"
"Indeed I do. Depend upon it he'll not lose sight of that baby for five minutes in the day. And he'll never look at her but he'll think of you."
"How happy I am! I have never been so happy before--never, never!" She took a deep breath and closed her shining eyes to ease the beating of her heart. There was a moment's silence and then in another voice she said, "Mother?"
"Yes, dear?"
"Last night--when I was so ill--didn't I say----"
"Hush! That's all over. We'll not speak of it any more."
"All the same if I could die now--now when I am so happy--and baby, too----"
And then Anna sank into a chair, trembling from head to foot.
IX
Anna was right about Oscar and the baby--he could not willingly allow it to be out of his sight for any five minutes of the day or night. When it was to be bathed he felt it necessary to superintend the operation, and when it was fed he was compelled to keep watch and ward. He had a thousand fears of accidents that might happen to it and became dizzy when it lay naked on the edge of Aunt Margret's lap. If it cried while he was in the dining-room he rushed upstairs, and if anything fell on the floor above he turned pale and trembled. Sleeping in the room next to the nursery he kept his door open at night, and if the baby was fretful he walked Aunt Margret to and fro (being afraid to carry the child himself) as if she had taken too much laudanum.
Two days passed in this way and he was never once out-of-doors. Thora overheard him in the adjoining room, coaxing and scolding Aunt Margret, and talking or laughing to the child, and her heart overflowed with happiness. "But will it last?" she asked herself.
Meantime Helga, sitting at home, shut out from these joys, was feeling herself neglected. On the third day Oscar had a message from her, saying she wished to see him on an important matter and asking him to come round immediately. He could not resist it. The little scented envelope drew him like a magnet. Going out for a walk, to think of what he should do, every step took him in the direction of the Factor's. Within half an hour he found himself in the little sitting-room overlooking the lake, and Helga was standing before him with head down, more meek and modest, but also more beautiful and irresistible than ever before.
"I have a confession to make to you," she said, "and if you are angry with me I must bear it."
She had been the cause of poor Thora's sudden illness. Stung by the disappointment of some days ago she had gone across to Government House to reproach her sister with the humiliation she had put upon her. Perhaps she had said too much, and more than was true, and she was sorry and ashamed. She could wish to ask Thora's forgiveness, and if Oscar would do it for her----
"With pleasure, Helga," said Oscar. "But all's well that ends well, and why should we say more on this subject?"
"There is another that I wished to speak of," said Helga, and then came the real burden of her message.
Poor Thora's delirium had been homicidal. She had threatened to take the life of her unborn child. What a frightful thing it would be if out of her weakness and hallucination she should attempt to carry out her threat!
"But that's all over now, Helga," said Oscar. "Since her baby came Thora had been as gentle as a lamb, and running over with tenderness and love."
"So I thought until this morning," said Helga. "But father tells me that your mother sees signs of dementia still."
"Good heavens!" cried Oscar.
"Everybody appears to have heard of it except you. I thought it was wrong to keep you in the dark, and so I've told you."
"Thanks, Helga, it is good of you, and if poor Thora is still suffering in that way----"
"There can't be a doubt of it, Oscar. She told your mother she wished she could die, and baby with her."
"She must be watched--the child, too. There must be nurses night and day."
"Is that enough, Oscar? You know how cunning people are when they are suffering from dementia. And then a child is such a frail thing--its life might be snuffed out in an instant."
"You mean that baby should be removed?"
"It might be safest--for a time at least. It might come here--I should take the greatest care of it. But it needn't change its nurse--Aunt Margret must come home soon in any case."
"It must be done, Helga. It would be too awful if anything happened to the child. I should go mad."
"And then think of Thora. It would be ten thousand times more terrible for her."
"Poor Thora! It will break her heart," said Oscar. "It seems as if I am doomed to bring grief and pain and death to her."
"We must be cruel only to be kind, Oscar. But don't act on my advice only and for mercy's sake don't say I suggested anything. Ask somebody else."
"I will."
"Ask the Governor."
"The Governor?"
At the mention of that name they paused and looked at each other in silence, as if a ghost had passed between them.
"Any news from Monte Car--I mean Copenhagen?" asked Helga.
"Nothing yet, but I am in daily fear of something happening."
"Whatever happens I shall never forget that you did that for me, Oscar."
She held out her hand to him, and he took it, kept it for a moment, then kissed it passionately and fled from the house.
Later the same day a family conference was held at Government House to consider what ought to be done. The Governor and the Factor were there, as well as Oscar and Anna. Aunt Margret came down last, having left one of the maids in charge of the child.
"Magnus is in the nursery too," she said. "He came up with wood for the stove and Thora heard his voice, so now they are talking through the open door."
Doctor Olesen had been called into consultation and he gave a guarded opinion. Such forms of homicidal mania were due to weakness and were usually transient. Since the night of the confinement he had seen no signs of it himself, but if Anna had seen them he would not take the responsibility of opposing the step that was suggested.
Anna rocked herself and moaned and said that after all she could not be certain. She might have mistaken what had fallen from Thora. Perhaps the poor child had been thinking of something quite different.
Aunt Margret was now of the same mind, but much more emphatic. "I don't believe a word of it," she said, "and I'm sorry I ever doubted her. Thora is a Neilsen, and she wouldn't hurt a hair of the child's head."
"This is no time to indulge sentimental feelings," said the Governor. "If Thora is suffering from dementia, however transient, we must protect her from the dangers of her weakness."
"I agree, Stephen," said the Factor. "I'm sorry--I'm sorry for my daughter--but I agree, I agree."
"That is our duty--our plain duty," continued the Governor, "first to the child who is the offspring--at present the only probable offspring--of two families, and next to the poor young mother herself, than whom no one would have more right to reproach us if we failed to do it and a disaster occurred."
"No one, Stephen, no one," said the Factor.
"It seems so cruel, so dreadfully cruel," said Anna.
"But it's all for Thora's own good, mother," said Oscar.
"I know, Oscar, I know, yet it's cruel for all that."
"But I should like to know who's going to do it," said Aunt Margret. "I'm not, I tell you flat."
"Then Anna must do it herself," said the Governor.
"No, no, don't ask me," said Anna.
"Why not? Who so proper to do such an act of mercy and love? And Oscar, too--Oscar himself if need be must carry the child over to the Factor's."
Oscar's lips whitened and quivered and his heart clutched at his ribs.
It was decided that the child should be taken from the mother that night, as soon as she was asleep and the house was quiet.
"But she goes to sleep with the child at her breast and always awakes when it wants the bottle," said Anna. "I'll give her a draught--she'll sleep until morning," said the Doctor.
"Oh, dear me! Oh, dear me! I shall feel like a thief," said Anna.
"Or like a murderer," said Aunt Margret.
X
Meantime Magnus in the nursery was looking down at the little face in the cot, sometimes blinking at the light, sometimes digging its little fist into its face, sometimes gripping with its tiny soft hand his own coarse finger. Through the open door to the adjoining room there came the voice that he knew so well, a little weaker, a little thinner, but more joyous and silvery than before.
"Is that you, Magnus?"
"Yes, Thora."
"Have you seen my little Elin?"
"I'm looking at her now, Thora."
"Isn't she beautiful? Isn't she a darling?"
"She's like a little angel, Thora."
A joyous thrill came from the other room, and then the silvery voice began again: "She's awake, isn't she? Can't I hear her laughing? She laughs already, the little rogue! Do you know you are to be her godfather, Magnus?"
"I am?"
"Yes, Oscar agreed to it immediately, and the baptism is to take place soon."
"It will be the happiest moment of my life, Thora."
"Oh, she'll give you lots of trouble. She's going to be such a little mischief. Can't you see her growing up, Magnus?"
"I see her just like her mother when she was a child, Thora."
Another joyous trill came through the open door and then the silvery voice once more: "She'll be going to stay with you at the farm some day, and then she'll pull up all the flowers in your garden."
"She shall do whatever she likes, Thora."
"But there are chasms and caves and rifts in the earth there, aren't there?"
"I'll keep watch on her, Thora."
"If she should slip anywhere----"
"I'll keep watch on her all her life, Thora."
The joyous trill came again, but with a slightly different note: Then: "Magnus?"
"Yes, Thora?"
"Why don't you marry and have a little Elin of your own, you know?"
"I? Oh, no." And then a gruff laugh and something about "a poor farmer."
"Don't say that, Magnus."
Then the silvery voice that came to him through the open door became serious and sweetly patronizing, hoping he would be happy and prosperous at Thingvellir. It wasn't a great life, certainly, not a distinguished career like Oscar's--that is to say what Oscar was to be--and it wanted hard work early and late, yet still----
"But, Magnus, you've been here three days, haven't you? How have you been able to spare them?"
"I'll make up for them when I get home, Thora."
"But Anna says you haven't been to bed since you came, and now the Proclamation is near and you'll be kept busy at the Inn with that."
"I'm strong, Thora--fearfully strong," said Magnus.
Thora lay back in her bed and with a blush there was none to see said:
"Magnus, I think--I really think you would do anything in the world for me."
A gruff laugh came back to her, half smothered as in a man's beard, and then a choking voice said, "I believe I would, Thora."
"And if I wanted you--or baby wanted you--I think you would follow us to the ends of the earth."
"Only say 'Come' and I'll come, Thora."
There was a moment's silence, and then a merry laugh came rippling out to him, and he felt hot to the roots of the hair.
"But of course that can not happen, Magnus. We have Oscar, so we can never need you."
"No, you can never need me, Thora."
At that moment Anna and Aunt Margret came back, heated and nervous after the conference, and bundled Magnus out of the room. Then while baby was being bathed for bed, behind closed doors, to the customary chorus of screams, Anna combed out Thora's hair for the night, and Thora talked of Magnus.
"People think him heavy and stupid, but he'll startle them some day," she said.
"Is it to be plaited as usual?" asked Anna.
"Just as usual. But how your hands tremble to-night, mother! That's nursing, you know. Poor Magnus! He hasn't a selfish thought in his heart. Any girl might love him, and perhaps if I had never known Oscar----"
"Doctor Olesen says you are to take a powder to-night, child. It will make you sleep until morning."
"It's you that should take the powder--you and Aunt Margret."
"Ah, if I could take it for you I would, dear," said Anna. "But here it is--take it quickly or I may."
Thora drank from the glass Anna gave her and said, "There! It's gone! Now bring me baby."
Aunt Margret came with the child, hushing it to sleep, and put it gently down into the mother's arms.
"The darling! She needs no sleeping draught. My precious, precious pet! But I declare--Aunt Margret's hands are trembling, too! I've worn you out, both of you."
"Nonsense! Go to sleep. I'm going to put down the light," said Aunt Margret, and she lowered the lamp and put it to stand on a table behind the bed-curtains.
"How good you are to me! Everybody is good to me," came in a fainter voice from the shadow of the bed.
"That is because everybody loves you, Thora," said Anna in a husky murmur. "You must always believe that, whatever happens."
"How sweet it is to be loved! If I could only think that it would last----"
The baby became fretful, and Thora began to sing it to sleep.
"Sleep, baby, sleep,
Angels bright thy slumbers keep,
Sleep, baby, sleep."
Her drowsy voice ran a line and stopped; then ran another line and stopped again, and then the faint voice said:
"How sweet it would be to fall asleep like this some day--baby and I--and awake in heaven!"
"Hush!"
"I should be sorry for Oscar, but still----"
The faint voice lisped, the soft breathing lengthened, the blue eyelids closed, the pale lips parted, the white arms slackened, and then the two children, mother and babe, lay together in the lap of sleep.
There was silence for some minutes, wherein the two older women who sat in the gloom like guilty things heard nothing but the ticking of a clock. Then Aunt Margret crept over to where Anna sat with her head covered by her black silk apron and whispered:
"Oscar is waiting at the door. If it has to be done at all let it be done now."
Anna uncovered her face and saw Oscar on the threshold in his cloak and hat. She rose on trembling limbs and felt her way to the bedside. There she stood listening for a moment to Thora's measured breathing. Then she drew the mother's white arms apart and lifted the baby out of them.
Aunt Margret wrapped a shawl about the sleeping child and Oscar covered it with his cloak.
"The night is warm, she will take no harm," he faltered. At the next moment he had gone and Aunt Margret had followed him. Then Anna tottered into the outer room and sank into a chair and covered her head again. "Oh, God forgive me! God forgive me! God forgive me!" she said.
XI
The sun was shining into the bedroom when Thora awoke, with a slight flush on her pale cheeks and a look of happiness in her eyes, and saw Anna rocking herself sadly by the bedside.
"Where is baby?" asked Thora.
"Presently, dear, presently," said Anna.
"Where is she?"
"Lie quiet, Thora. You shall hear everything by and by."
"But tell me where is my little Elin, Anna?"
"Promise me not to excite yourself, Thora, and I will tell you all about her."
Thora raised herself on her elbow and said with quick-coming breath, "You don't mean that you have taken her away?"
"There now, you are exciting yourself already, Thora."
"Have you stolen my child away from me?" cried Thora.
"Oh, dear! Oh, dear! What things you are saying, Thora."
Thora thought a moment and then she said, "I am sorry I said that, Anna. It was very, very wrong of me. I know you wouldn't hurt me for worlds. But why don't you tell me where my little girl is? She's in the nursery, isn't she? You took her away from me in the night, and now she's asleep in her cot--isn't that so? Or perhaps Aunt Margret has taken her down to the door? There! Isn't that she?--that child crying in the home-field? Or was it somebody else's baby in the road? Speak, Anna! You are only teasing me, I know. But I'm so weak, so foolish, and my heart is beating like a drum."
Anna continued to rock herself and to moan, "Oh, dear! Oh, dear!"
Thora watched her for a moment with eyes that filled with fear, and then called in a shrill voice, "Aunt Margret! Aunt Margret! Aunt Margret!"
"Aunt Margret has gone, Thora," said Anna.
"Gone! And my baby--has she gone too?"
Anna only rocked herself and moaned, "Oh, dear! Oh, dear!"
Thora struggled to raise herself in bed, but her cheeks whitened and her eyes rolled and with a loud scream she fell back fainting.
The maids came running into the bedroom and opened Thora's clinched hands while Anna bathed her forehead.
"What have I done? Oh, those doctors! Little they know of a mother's feelings! It will kill her in any case. My poor child! My poor child! Come, then; come, then!"
Thora recovered consciousness after a moment, and looked about her with dazed eyes.
"Oscar!" she said, "I want to see Oscar."
"And so you shall, dear," said Anna, and she sent one of the maids across to the Factor's to fetch him instantly. Oscar came up-stairs four steps at a stride and entered the room like a rush of wind.
"My poor Thora!" he said with panting breath, and he leaned over the bed to kiss her.
Thora's eyes, which had been dry and hard, now melted and grew wet. "Oscar," she said, "your mother has sent our little Elin away--stolen her from me in the night--and I am so weak and faint I can not get up to follow her."
"Ah, no, dear, not mother," said Oscar. "Lie quiet and I will explain."
"Fetch her back to me, Oscar. I love my baby. I can not live without her."
"I know you love her, Thora, and I promise you that you shall have her back in due time."
"No, no, dear, now."
"Not just yet, Thora, but I give you my word for it that baby is safe. They are taking every care of her."
"What right have they to take care of my baby?" cried Thora. "I must have her back. I will have her back."
In Thora's flashing eyes, which changed the character of her countenance, and in her voice, which was husky with rage and hatred, there was something of the fierce animal which has been robbed of its young. Oscar shuddered at sight of the convulsed and livid face, but he answered quietly:
"Thora, if you give way to feelings like those you will make yourself ill again, and then baby will never come back to you. If you will only listen, I will tell you everything. You were very bad before baby came, and doctor feared you might even do some harm to her. Therefore to save you from pain and shame I took her away from you for a little while--only for a little while--until you were better and more sure of yourself, Thora."
Then a great silence fell on Thora's bewailing and she said in a husky whisper:
"So it was you, Oscar?"
"Well--yes, dear, it was I--but what I did was for your own good--yours and our little Elin's. And if you will only wait, only be patient, your baby shall be brought back to you and we shall be happy."
Thora's wet eyes dried of themselves, but it was a glassy and smileless light that came into them.
"Where is my baby now?" she asked.
"Not far away. In fact, only at your father's. Aunt Margret wrapped her in a shawl and I took her across myself."
"Then you gave my child to Helga?" said Thora.
"Well--yes, I gave her to Helga. But Aunt Margret is there now. And besides, I intend to go over myself off and on all day long, so you are not to worry or be anxious about anything--not about any single thing. You understand everything now, dear, do you not?"
"Yes, I understand everything now," said Thora.
The glassy, smileless eyes continued to look up at him, but he mistook the light that shone in them.
"That's a dear, good girl," he said. "Everybody will be delighted to hear you are so reasonable and resigned, because everybody thought you would be inconsolable--everybody except Helga."
"Helga?"
"Helga said you would be yourself within an hour, and she was right. Helga knew you better than any of us."
"Yes, Helga knew me better than any of you," said Thora.
Then he sat on the end of the bed and chatted gaily on many subjects, while Anna, crying for joy of the change in Thora's spirits, called for her breakfast and coaxed her to swallow some of it. He talked of his work--of the work he was going to do when he began, which would be soon, very soon now. Then of his ambitions in Parliament, and finally of the Proclamation. It was fixed for the day after to-morrow, everybody was going to it and the town would be empty. As for himself, he had made up his mind to stay at home with Thora, but seeing that the celebration at Thingvellir had been his idea and that he had taken such a prominent part in it, people were saying that it would be a thousand pities if he could not be present.
"Then there's the hymn, you know," said Oscar. "I've been rehearsing the choir and they are very shaky, but if I thought the organist could hold them together I shouldn't go in any case."
"What does Helga say?" asked Thora.
"Helga? Oh, Helga? Helga says I must go," replied Oscar.
"So do I," said Thora.
"You do? Really? What a sweet, unselfish soul it is, to be sure," said Oscar, and kissing Thora on the forehead he ran back to see Elin.
The glassy, smileless eyes on the pillow followed him out of the room, but their light was the light of despair.
XII
Going out of Government House Oscar came upon Magnus, who was standing at the foot of the staircase, riding-whip in hand, and with Golden Mane at the door of the porch. By the dark cloud on Magnus's face Oscar could see that his brother was in a sullen and rebellious mood, and to avoid further hostilities he saluted him and tried to run on.
"Wait," said Magnus.
"Another time," said Oscar.
"Now," said Magnus, and laying his big hand on Oscar's arm, he drew him back into the hall.
Oscar flushed up at the indignity and said sharply, "Well, what is it?"
"Oscar," said Magnus, "I heard what passed in the bedroom."
"Then you were listening?"
"I was."
"You are not ashamed to say you were listening on the stairs--on your hands and knees perhaps--to my conversation with my wife?"
"I would have listened on my belly if need be," said Magnus, and his face darkened more and more.
"May I ask why you listened?" said Oscar.
"Because I could not do otherwise."
"How so?"
"I had given my word to be here when wanted."
"To my wife?"
"Yes."
"You will excuse my saying, Magnus, that it would be much better if you attended to your own business."
"This is my own business. Oscar, you must give the child back to Thora."
"Really, Magnus, you are taking a most unwarrantable liberty. If you were not my brother----"
"Shah! Give the mother her child."
"Good Lord, man," said Oscar, breathing hard as if he had been running, "do you really think that I am going to allow an outsider, even if he is my brother, to dictate to me what I shall do with my family difficulties and to travel all the way from Thingvellir to conduct my domestic affairs? What right have you to mix yourself in my business--the business of my wife and me?"
The cloud that contracted Magnus's face grew darker every moment, and he said:
"You ask me what right?"
"I do."
"I loved Thora Neilsen."
"You think it necessary to tell me that?" said Oscar. "To remind me that she threw you up for me?"
"That's a lie, Oscar Stephenson."
"Strong!" said Oscar, with a laugh, but he was trembling visibly.
"I gave her up when I could have kept her to her word. I decided in favor of the girl's happiness against my own. I gave her up to you that you might make her happy. Those were the terms on which I gave her up to you, and what is the result? What is the result, I ask you? You have allowed another woman to take her place."
"Another woman?" said Oscar. "Is that the way you talk of her own sister--of Helga?"
"Sister or not, she has tortured Thora by every art her selfish soul could think of," said Magnus. "That's what she has done, and you have helped her, and the treasure I valued more than my life you have flung away."
Oscar made a cry of protest, but Magnus bore him down with a torrent of words such as never came from his silent lips before.
"Do you think I don't know what kind of life you led that poor unhappy child while you were away--you and the girl together? And now that her baby comes and her husband returns to her, as he must if he is a man, you let her sister's scheming heart rob her of her only happiness."
Again Oscar with his whitening lips did his best to laugh. "Magnus," he said, "it is impossible to be angry with you. Apparently you do not know that it was with the consent of the family and by the advice of the doctor that the child was taken from its mother!"
"Bah! Do you think I don't know who suggested it? ... Do you think that I don't see her object? Do you think I don't hear her pitiful pleas--the same as if I had listened to them! The little innocent is in danger of its life! It must come to her--she must take charge of it. Why? To bring you back to her feet--to attach you to her at any cost. And you like a fool fall into her plans--because you want to--because you don't know yourself or your wife or the woman that isn't worthy to tie her shoes."
Oscar winced under Magnus's words, for they cut him to the bone.
"Oscar," said Magnus again, "you will give the child back to the mother--it will be best, I promise you."
"I have my own opinion of what is best," said Oscar, bridling, "and if I think that for the time being mother and child are best apart----"
"Oscar Stephenson," interrupted Magnus, "you will give the child back to the mother."
"And if I refuse, by what right will you command me?" said Oscar.
"By the right I acquired when I gave Thora up to you," replied Magnus.
"And by the right I acquired when she became my wife I will do with her child as I think proper," said Oscar.
At that Magnus lost all control of himself.
"Is she a dog that you can take her whelps?" he cried.
"The law gives me the right to dispose of her offspring as I think proper," said Oscar.
"Then damn the law," cried Magnus. "And if you are deaf to my entreaties I--I will----"
"Go on," said Oscar. "It will not be the first time that you have threatened to break the law."
"You are breaking that poor girl's heart, yet you talk to me about breaking the law. But I'll do more than that. If you will not give the child to its mother I will take it by force and give it back to her myself. And if any man tries to prevent me, no matter who he is or what he is, by God I'll break his teeth down his throat."
Flinging down his riding-whip Magnus had taken a step forward and lifted his clinched fist into Oscar's quivering face when a cry came from the head of the staircase: "Magnus! Oscar! Magnus! Magnus!"
It was Anna. She ran down and put herself between the two men--the slight, lithe, figure and fair head of Oscar, and the burly form and swarthy face of Magnus, both panting hard and livid with rage and hate.
"My sons! My sons! For shame! For shame!" she cried. "Every word could be heard in the bedroom and Thora is crying her eyes out."
Magnus dropped his arm and fell aside a pace or two, rebuked and ashamed, but Oscar stood with an unflinching front where his mother had found him.
"Magnus--Oscar," continued Anna, "if you both love the poor girl who is lying helpless up-stairs, isn't that a reason why you should be friends and not enemies? And then think of me, my sons. I am your mother. Surely the sons of one mother can live at peace. I nursed you both when you were little ones and if there should be strife between you now, and blows and perhaps bloodshed, it would kill me--I could never survive it."
Then she turned toward Magnus and said, as well as she could for the tears that choked her:
"Magnus, you mustn't be angry with Oscar. He is your younger brother, remember. You and he slept in the same bed when you were children. And when he was a boy you used to carry him on your back and fight all his battles."
Magnus groaned and turned again until he stood sideways to his mother, and thinking he was not to be moved, she faced about to Oscar.
"Oscar," she said, "you must make peace with Magnus. You must, if only for Thora's sake. Remember, you have got her, Oscar, and if it is true that Magnus gave her up to you, although he loved her himself, think of the sacrifice he must have made for both of you! Perhaps he loves her still, and has condemned himself to life-long loneliness because he has lost her. And perhaps he weeps his heart out for her the long nights through. Love that suffers like that has a great excuse, Oscar. Doesn't it give him a right to look to Thora's happiness? And if he thinks she is suffering for want of her little Elin----"
Oscar's throat was hurting him, and in a husky voice he said, "She shall have the child back, mother. If the doctor says it is safe she shall have the child back immediately."
"There!" said Anna. "That's fair--nothing could be fairer than that, Magnus. Come, now, you must shake hands with Oscar."
She put her hand on Magnus's arm, but he did not move.
"Magnus," she said, "your mother's love may be all that is left to you now, but it will last long, my son. You need not give it up to any one, and no one can take it away. After all a mother's love is best. It will cling to you and comfort you whatever you do and whatever the world may do to you. Magnus, you must make friends with your brother--for your mother's sake, Magnus----"
Magnus turned about and saw Oscar before him with broken face and outstretched hand. Then his own hand swung out, drew back, swung out again, and at the next moment the big, burly fellow had flung his arms about Oscar's neck and was sobbing over him like a child.
Two minutes later Magnus was on his way home, cracking his long whip over Golden Mane's flying head and whooping and galloping like a madman.
PART IV
"For some we loved, the loveliest and the best
That from his vintage rolling time hath prest,
Have drunk their cup a round or two before,
And one by one crept silently to rest."
I
The day of the Proclamation of the Laws was to be kept as a general holiday. A hundred pack horses, carrying tents and provisions, had left the little capital for Thingvellir the day before. The Danish man-of-war anchored in the fiord had lent half its flags and the Order of Good Templars had sent all their insignia. It was to be a great and gorgeous spectacle.
Before daybreak the town was astir, and elderly people on slow ponies were setting out on their journey. Everybody was on horseback, for the way was long and Iceland had few roads and no coaches. Soon after dawn the Governor started off in his cocked hat, and with his Inverness belted over the bright gold of his official uniform. Factor Neilsen rode beside him, and the Bishop, the Chief Justice and most of the Thingmen followed in his train. The idea of reviving a great ceremony of ancient days, and clasping hands with the mighty dead over a gulf of a thousand years, had taken hold of everybody's imagination.
Oscar Stephenson, who had been the first to think of it, was among the last to go. He had been round to the Factor's house to see the child and to fetch Helga. The sun was reddening the sky over the eastern hills when they mounted their fleet young ponies. It was a quiet morning, with the promise of a radiant day.
Helga wore her woolen helmet and a fur cape over a white jersey. Oscar was in riding dress, with his new Italian cloak hung loose from his shoulders. Their way out of the town lay past the end of Government House, under the windows of Thora's bedroom, and Oscar stopped and called up to it.
"Helloa! Helloa!" cried Oscar.
"Is it worth while to waken her?" said Helga.
But the window opened and Anna's face appeared at it.
"It's Oscar," she said, facing back into the room.
"Good-by, Thora! We'll be back this evening."
There was an indistinct murmur from within, and then Anna said, "Thora says 'Good-by' and you are not to hurry home on her account."
Oscar laughed and answered, "We'll see, we'll see." And then the riders put their heels to their ponies and bounded away. Helga was in high spirits, but the clouds hung on Oscar and he tried in vain to banish them.
"All goes well, doesn't it?" asked Helga.
"God knows," said Oscar. "She's quiet certainly, and apparently resigned. Yet her eyes are so dry, her lips so pale, and her cheeks so white and thin----"
"But what else can you expect four days after her confinement?" said Helga.
"True! But I've never seen her quite like this before. It is almost as if a wall of ice had frozen about her soul."
"You took my advice, didn't you?"
"I did."
"And what did the Governor say?"
"He said Magnus's interference was an impertinence, and he wouldn't hear of it for a moment."
"So things are to remain as they are?"
"As they are," said Oscar.
"And what about Magnus himself?" asked Helga.
"Magnus is at the farm."
"But if he should come back while everybody is away?"
"He can not come back to-day--his guests will keep him busy."
"But if he should in spite of everything?"
"In that case," said Oscar, dropping his voice and turning his head, "the Sheriff has orders to deal with him."
By this time they had come to the tail of the train which had started before them, and the dust and the noise of the clattering caravan were too much for Helga.
"Let us go round by the hot springs and come out ahead of them," she said, and they went cantering down a lane to the left where vapor floated over a flowing stream. Half an hour later they returned to the main road, forded a river and toited up a hill beyond it. The cavalcade was now far behind them, and the little wooden capital was a long way off, with its feet in the grey fiord and the white encircling arms of the snow-covered hills stretching out to the brightening line of the sea and sky.
"There!" said Helga, drawing rein and looking at Oscar with a sparkle in her eyes.
"Poor little Thora! I was sorry to leave her. But I dare say everything will be well," said Oscar.
"Sure to be," said Helga.
"Is that a steamer out there--out by the head?" asked Oscar.
"Undoubtedly it is a steamer," replied Helga.
"The 'Laura' is a day late--she was due to arrive yesterday."
"Then it's the 'Laura' to a certainty."
The sun had now risen, but Oscar shivered as with cold. "I must be a miserable coward, Helga, for the sight of a mail-ship frightens me," he said.
But Helga only laughed and held up a warning hand. "We'll not talk of that to-day, Oscar--not to-day at all events. Look!" she cried, pointing to the line of moving forms on the brown streak of road that ran through the plain of black lava. "Look at your tribe down yonder. Don't you feel like Mahomet going back to Mecca? Or like Jacob going up to the Mount of Gilead with his flocks and his herds and----"
"And his wives?" said Oscar.
"Yes, and his wives," laughed Helga, and then both laughed together.
They put heels to their ponies again and Helga sang to herself as they swung along.
"What a fool I am," thought Oscar. "Why should I meet misfortune before it comes? And why should I trouble so much about Thora? Isn't Helga as greatly to be pitied? In the wretched tangle of our fate hers is the knot that can never be untied. Yet how happy she looks! Why shouldn't I be happy?"
"Helga!" said Oscar, when they slowed down again, "you wouldn't like to have lived in those old days I suppose?"
"Certainly I should," said Helga.
"What? And share your husband with another woman?"
"That's nothing. Women do the same in these days, you know."
And then they laughed again, though with a dubious gaiety, and broke into a canter once more.
"I'm a brute," thought Oscar. "And badly as I have injured Thora the wrong I have done to Helga is still more terrible. For her there is no outlook, no prospect, no future. She must go back to Denmark and I must go on with my duty. But why shouldn't we have one day of happiness first? One day of delight before the dream is over?"
They drew up at a river that ran by the road to water their ponies and to take off their cloaks and pack them behind their saddles, for the sun was now bright and the air was warm.
"There's one curious point about the patriarchs," said Oscar.
"And what's that?" asked Helga.
"Clearly they thought it possible for a man to love more than one woman."
"And can't he?" said Helga.
"I ask you," said Oscar--"can't a man love more than one woman?"
"Why not? Aren't we all told to love one another?" laughed Helga, and then Oscar lifted her in his arms and swung her back to her saddle and they started on their journey afresh.
Their road lay through a bleak and barren country, past red hills of volcanic sand and jagged mouths of extinct volcanoes, over a deep dale of lava rocks, rutted with paths and scored with fissures, but brightened by a farmstead here and there with its little green-roofed elt house smoking for breakfast and its hummocked home-field gleaming like a gem in a wilderness of waste. At the last of these farms they stopped to rest their ponies and to refresh themselves, being now half-way to Thingvellir, with the caravan far behind them.
An untidy man in his shirt-sleeves took possession of their ponies and a slatternly housewife in a soiled apron brought them milk and skyr. She was still young, but already she had three children. One of them was whimpering at her breast, another was dragging at her skirts and the third was bellowing for her from the floor above. She belonged to the capital and had once been considered a beauty, but she was seven years married and it was six since she had seen the town.
"There!" said Oscar, when they returned to the road. "That's the patriarchal life, if you please."
"Then I'm done with it," said Helga. "Ugh! To think of being buried in a place like that, year in year out, with three children and only one man! It might do for Thora, but give me life, life, life!"
"And the man who gives you that may have you body and soul, perhaps?" said Oscar.
"Body and soul," laughed Helga.
For the next hour their course lay across an almost trackless heath, bare as a desert and flat as an inland sea. The mountains that bounded it were stark and cold and far away--on the one side steep with running screes and on the other side clouded with steaming vapor, which rose out of the glistening snow. Not a house was to be seen on any side, not a tree or a bush or a flower or a plant, and hardly a blade of grass, but only a broad stretch of silver moss, leaden and dull, like the mold on a dead man's face. No birds sang in that solitude, but sometimes the wimbrel sent its long love cry across the waste; sometimes the wild swan sped far overhead and uttered its eerie ululation, and sometimes the raven perched on a stone and croaked out its melancholy note. A line of beacons, broken and old, each with a projecting stone like an amputated arm, showed the course of the road, going on and on like soldiers in single file tramping back after a lost battle. Midway on the Heath there was a House of Rest for travelers overtaken by the storms of winter--a little hut, half cubicle and half stable, with nothing but a plank bed and a truss of hay.
"Gracious heavens, what a place to be lost in in a snowstorm," said Helga.
"But what a country for Saga and song," said Oscar, "and if some one could set it to music, grim as its glaciers and fierce as its fires, it would take the world by storm."
"Do it, Oscar, do it, and I'll love you," cried Helga.
"As we are commanded to love one another?" asked Oscar.
"Perhaps," laughed Helga, and when he swung her to the saddle again her hand slipped from his shoulder and his lips touched her cheek.
After that they both sang as they cantered along, for the clouds that had hung over Oscar had gone by this time, and if the ground was grey the sky was blue and their blood was red and warm.
But suddenly a new scene opened at their feet--a deep plain with a shining blue lake in the midst of it, splashed with islands like spots on an eagle's egg and fenced by soft green fells. It was a dream in a desolate land, a cistern of sunshine encircled by countless peaks which stood round it clothed in white, like a surpliced choir that were singing their hymns to God. The black lava was there as elsewhere, and the valley was blistered with mounds and wrinkled with ruts and scored with fissures; but the blood-root grew in the clefts of the jagged rocks and the blueberry hung over the face of the gaping chasms, and it was almost as if an angel had passed over the surface torn by earthquakes and brushed it with the bloom of his wings.
This was Thingvellir, the place of the Proclamation, the Thing-place of the Northlands, the scene of a hundred Sagas, the subject of a thousand songs.
Oscar and Helga were now near the end of their journey and they watched for the townspeople to overtake them. Half an hour later the caravan came up in a cloud of dust, all noisy, but good-natured and ravenous for breakfast. There were some shouts at the pioneers, and certain dubious compliments, but Oscar did not hear and Helga did not heed. They took their places behind the Governor, and went down to the law-plain in his train.
The way to it was through a wide chasm whose parallel walls stood up on either side of the steep causeway like the ruined street of some prehistoric city, but thrice grander and more awesome than any work of the hand of man, because straight from the loins of nature and rent from the womb of the earth. There were great openings as of arches, empty spaces as of windows, broken peaks as of pediments and curious stones as of carvings, all shaken from their foundations and toppling as if to fall; while over them, from beetling side to side, hung the gay flags of the Danish man-of-war, and through them came the bright shafts of the morning sun.
Half-way down the gorge there was a mound like a platform (the "Law-mount" explained Oscar to Helga) and at the foot of it there was a pool whose clear green depths looked cold and chill in the palm of the cliffs that darkened it.
"That's the drowning pool," said Oscar. "When a woman was unfaithful to her husband they hurled her from the rocks into the water."
"And what did they do with the unfaithful men?" laughed Helga.
From the edge of the pool a frothy river fell with a thunderous clamor over a precipice to the valley below, where it forked into many fingers and ran off to the margin of the lake. Beyond these rivulets there was the rutted plain, now dotted over with tents, but having only two houses within sight--the little wooden parsonage with its tiny church built of stone and shingles and the Inn-farm of Magnus Stephenson.
Magnus himself stood waiting there, washed and dressed, after working the whole night through with his man John Vidalin, to prepare for his expected guests. And when Oscar rode up, a little excited and confused, he received him with the cheerful face of one who had made his peace with his brother and meant to keep it.
"How's Thora to-day?" asked Magnus, as he loosened the girths of Oscar's saddle; and Oscar answered nervously:
"Better--that is to say--well, perhaps not so very well to-day, Magnus."
"Her child has been given back to her?" said Magnus.
"Not yet," said Oscar. "To tell you the truth, the Governor--," and then he faltered out the sequel to his broken promise. Magnus's face darkened, and he said:
"So the doctor has not been consulted at all?"
"No. In the teeth of the Governor's orders it was plainly impossible----"
"And Thora is still at Government House and her child is still at the Factor's?"
"That is so."
Magnus looked from Oscar to Helga, who now stood beside him, and his face darkened more and more.
"John Vidalin," he cried in a thick voice over his shoulder to a man behind him, "saddle my horse--I am going to Reykjavik."
"But Magnus," said the servant-man, "with all this work to do to-day and all this money coming----"
"Saddle it quick," cried Magnus, like a man who was choking.
"Magnus," said Oscar, "for your own sake I think it only right to tell you----"
But Magnus cut him short by turning on his heel.
"Let him go," said Helga, and before the people in the tents and the Inn-farm had settled down to breakfast Magnus was riding back to town.
II
Meantime Thora at home was in the throes of a great temptation. She had heard the peace-making between Magnus and her husband and had said to herself, "Oscar will go to see Dr. Olesen at once, and the dear doctor will say: 'Certainly, the little mother is quite well enough now to take care of her baby--give the child back to her immediately.'" Then Oscar would come rushing up-stairs, and her room would be the same as if a window had blown open, and he would cry, "Hip-hip-hurrah! Doctor says baby may come back!" and then Anna would take him by the shoulders and turn him out and everybody would laugh.
But Oscar was long in coming, and when he came he said nothing about the doctor. He only talked about their little Elin, and said he had just returned from seeing her. She was so rosy and well, and she was beginning to "notice." If you held out your finger she looked at it as if it were the bough of a great tree, and then held it tight as if her little body hung by it.
"I couldn't tear myself away from her, Thora," he said. "It's wonderful what a lot of pleasure you can get out of a baby."
It was strange that Oscar did not see that he was hurting her every minute, but she only thought, "I know what it is--he is going to take me by surprise. He doesn't want to tell me that baby is coming until she comes. He will bring her back as he took her away, in the night, while I am asleep; and when I awake in the morning she will be there."
In this sweet hope Thora closed her eyes early that evening, before the red glow of the sunset had quite gone from the walls of her room, saying a little prayer for Oscar, and another little prayer for Elin, that she might be as lovely as ever when she saw her in the morning; and then she fell asleep.
When she awoke next day she listened for the baby's breathing, and thinking she heard it she stretched out a gentle hand to the place where the child should lie, and then with a smile she opened her eyes. But her baby was not there, and the sun in the room died out.
When the doctor came to see her that morning he looked grave and anxious. "I'm afraid my little patient is worrying overmuch," he said. "The head is hot and there is some fever. She must lie quiet, perfectly quiet for the next few days, or I won't answer for what may happen."
Only this, not a word about baby, and even when the doctor took Anna into the nursery to give the usual instructions Thora listened intently, but there was not a syllable about the child.
The Governor came next, with the odor of snuff on his gold-laced coat, and he stroked Thora's arm as it lay on the counterpane, and said she was not to worry about anything.
"My dear little daughter must get better as fast as ever she can," he said. "She must eat more and if she wants anything she must ask for it and she shall have it, whatever it is."
She tried to say that all she wanted was her little baby, and if they would give her that she would soon be well, but her throat was hurting and she could not speak.
Her own father came last, smelling of breakfast and strong tobacco, and he rallied her in a loud voice.
"Tut, tut! This will never do! We'll have to send you away again, with Helga to look after you. And look here, young lady, you've got to get better soon and come and carry away that baby. She's turning our house upside down. Nobody over there can see the sun for that little mite, and Aunt Margret and Auntie Helga haven't a thought for anybody else."
By this time the conviction had forced itself upon Thora's mind that the family had agreed that the child was not to be returned to her, and that Helga was responsible for this cruel resolution. Then a fierce passion took possession of her, such as she had never known before. She hated her sister with a terrible hatred. Helga, who had first robbed her of her husband, had now robbed her of her child, and throwing dust in her people's eyes had used her weakness as an excuse and a blind. But she would defeat her, she would defeat everybody, she would get back her child whatever the consequences, and not all the powers of earth or heaven or hell should take it away from her again.
The intensity of her feeling, if it could have been realized by those about her, would have made her sweet and gentle soul unrecognizable. She was like a feline animal robbed of its young and going out to recover it. All the other passions and emotions that had ever possessed her--love of her husband, affection for Anna and Aunt Margret and her father and the Governor, pity for Magnus and tenderness toward all living things--were burnt up by the one consuming desire--the desire for her child. It made her terrible, it made her cruel, it made her cunning.
Thora determined to steal back her own child.
The following day--the day of the Proclamation--would give her an opportunity of doing so. Nearly everybody would then be at Thingvellir, therefore her path would be more clear. Only Anna would stay at home to attend to herself, and Aunt Margret to attend to the child. Her one feverish anxiety was that Oscar should not stay behind as well, for if Oscar were to remain Helga would remain also and then her scheme would come to naught.
Thora lay awake the whole night through. Before daybreak she heard the people shouting in the darkness; at dawn she heard the departure of the Governor, and when Oscar called up at her window she knew that Helga was with him, for she heard the hoofs of two horses.
When everybody had gone she lay back on her pillow with a sigh of immense relief.
"How soon will they be back, mother?" she asked.
"Not much before midnight, I'm afraid. But you must not fret after anybody, my child, for everything shall be done for you," said Anna.
Then the transparent young soul, in the fierce fire of its temptation, began to lay plans for deceiving Anna and for getting her out of the way. At one moment she said:
"Haven't you any errands to do this morning, dear--in the town, I mean--being left alone, you know, and even the servants gone?"
"Errands? Bless your dear heart, it's like Sunday in town to-day and not a shop open anywhere," said Anna.
At another moment Thora said:
"Mother, if you wish to go down into the kitchen to cook you needn't think of me?"
"The cooking is all done, dear," said Anna. "Maria did it yesterday, and I've nothing to do now but warm up the dishes on the nursery stove. So I needn't leave you for a minute, you see."
Thora was beginning to be restless in her perplexity, but presently she thought, "I know! I'll tell her to lie down after dinner, and then I'll get up and dress and go."
That suggested thoughts about her clothes, which had been taken off on the night of her attack and packed away somewhere. There would be drawers to open and search, and that would take time and make noises. So she said:
"Mother, dear, don't you think my clothes must be getting damp lying so long unused?"
"Damp? In five days and the middle of summer, too!" cried Anna.
"Still, it would be nice to see them airing--it would make me think of getting up, you know."
"Then you shall, sweetheart, certainly you shall," said Anna, and with the playfulness of one who indulges a child the good soul took Thora's clothes out of a wardrobe, held them up to her one by one, and then hung them on the chairs in front of the stove in the nursery, clucking and crowing of the day when Thora would put them on and go down-stairs, with wraps and scarves, and Oscar helping her.
Thora watched intently and then said:
"I haven't seen my cloak yet, mother."
"Your cloak! Your outdoor cloak! Bless me, what a heart she has to be sure! But no, no! We'll all be dancing with delight if you need that for the next three weeks, Thora."
The hours lagged cruelly before dinner, and after it the sun's line on the wall was long in leaving the bed; but at last three o'clock struck on the Bornholme clock below stairs and then Thora said:
"Mother, I'm sure you are very tired--I wish you would go to your room and rest."
"And leave my honey alone? Not I," said Anna.
"But I want to rest myself and I can't rest unless you are resting."
"If you really think you'll sleep better----"
"I'm sure I shall," said Thora.
"Well--seeing you slept so little last night," said Anna, and Thora began to yawn and sigh.
"I'll leave both doors open then. And see, Thora--I'll put this little handbell on the table, and if you awake and want me--I sleep like a cat, you know, the least noise wakens me----"
"Good night, mother," said Thora in a drowsy tone, and Anna, smiling and nodding to herself over Thora's "error," stole on tiptoe out of the room.
Thora listened for the last footfall in the corridor and then raised herself in bed. She was alone at last, and the time had come to defeat the conspiracy of love and kindness, prompted by jealousy and envy, that had robbed her of her child. Her child, her child! She must get back her child, whatever it might cost her!
She dropped to the floor and in doing so she brushed the hand-bell off the table. It fell to the carpet with a deadened clang, and for a moment she held her breath and listened. But there was no sound from Anna's room, so she clutched at the bedclothes and stood erect. Then the walls went round, and she knew for the first time how weak she was. But her heart was strong if her limbs were feeble, and she found her way to the nursery, where her clothes still hung over the backs of chairs. It was a weary task to put them on, but her purpose never flagged. At last she was dressed and looking at herself in the glass. Her eyes were red, her lips were pale, and her cheeks were sucked in and white. Nobody would know her who met her in the street, yet still if she could find her cloak----
The Bornholme clock chimed half past three, and Thora began to steal down the corridor. She had to go by Anna's bedroom and the door was standing open. Anna's shawl lay on a chair within and she snatched it up and wrapped it over her shoulders and her head. Then she went down-stairs. Her limbs trembled under her, but not from fear, and if anybody had tried to stop her now she would have fought like a fiend.
"My child is mine!" she thought. "What right have they to keep her from me?"
The next moment she was in the street.
III
The Bornholme clock struck four. Anna awoke and hearing no sound from Thora's room she went back to the nursery and busied herself noiselessly at the stove.
Presently the lace curtains in the bedroom were rustled by the wind from an open window and Anna cried through the door:
"Lie quiet, Thora--I'm making tea," and then she began to sing to herself in the voice of her youth.
A few minutes later she said, "That sleep must have made me stupid--I've actually put in the hot water before the tea-leaves."
Soon afterwards she sailed into Thora's room with the tea tray in both hands and a smile on her face, saying, "Here it is, but you'll thank your stars when Maria comes back in the morning."
She was setting down the tray on the round table by the bedside where the hand-bell should have been, when her eyes fell on the empty bed. Her breath jumped in her throat, and she turned her head slowly over her shoulder, calling, "Thora!"
There was no answer; the room was empty. Anna remembered the clothes which she had laid out on the chairs in the nursery. They were gone. "Thora! Thora!" she cried, in an agitated whisper.
Then the smile came back to her face. "I know," she thought. "Thora has dressed herself and gone down to the drawing-room, just to show me what she can do."
At that thought the smile was chased away by a mighty frown. "But I'll give it her," she thought, and downstairs she went with a determined step and banged the drawing-room door back saying, "Really, Thora, it is very naughty----"
But the protest died in her throat, for Thora was not there. Then her heart shook like a leaf stiffened by hoar frost and she ran through the house, from room to room, crying in a voice shrill with fear and thickened by sobs, "Thora, where are you? Thora! Honey! Don't hide yourself from me! Thora! Thora!"
At that moment Golden Mane came tolting up to the green and Magnus entered the house. Hearing his mother's voice he ran up-stairs, and came face to face with Anna in the corridor.