CATULLUS.
Robinson Ellis translation
I.
Who shall take thee, the new, the dainty volume, Purfled glossily, fresh with ashy pumice? You, Cornelius; you of old did hold them Something worthy, the petty witty nothings, 5 While you venture, alone of all Italians, Time's vast chronicle in three books to circle, Jove! how arduous, how divinely learned! Therefore welcome it, yours the little outcast, This slight volume. O yet, supreme awarder, 10 Virgin, save it in ages on for ever.
II.
Sparrow, favourite of my own beloved, Whom to play with, or in her arms to fondle, She delighteth, anon with hardy-pointed Finger angrily doth provoke to bite her: 5 When my lady, a lovely star to long for, Bends her splendour awhile to tricksy frolic; Peradventure a careful heart beguiling, Pardie, heavier ache perhaps to lighten; Might I, like her, in happy play caressing 10 Thee, my dolorous heart awhile deliver! . . . . . . . . I would joy, as of old the maid rejoiced Racing fleetly, the golden apple eyeing, Late-won loosener of the wary girdle.
III.
Weep each heavenly Venus, all the Cupids, Weep all men that have any grace about ye. Dead the sparrow, in whom my love delighted, The dear sparrow, in whom my love delighted. 5 Yea, most precious, above her eyes, she held him, Sweet, all honey: a bird that ever hail'd her Lady mistress, as hails the maid a mother. Nor would move from her arms away: but only Hopping round her, about her, hence or hither, 10 Piped his colloquy, piped to none beside her. Now he wendeth along the mirky pathway, Whence, they tell us, is hopeless all returning. Evil on ye, the shades of evil Orcus, Shades all beauteous happy things devouring, 15 Such a beauteous happy bird ye took him. Ah! for pity; but ah! for him the sparrow, Our poor sparrow, on whom to think my lady's Eyes do angrily redden all a-weeping.
IV.
1.
The puny pinnace yonder you, my friends, discern, Of every ship professes agilest to be. Nor yet a timber o'er the waves alertly flew She might not aim to pass it; oary-wing'd alike 5 To fleet beyond them, or to scud beneath a sail. Nor here presumes denial any stormy coast Of Adriatic or the Cyclad orbed isles, A Rhodos immemorial, or that icy Thrace, Propontis, or the gusty Pontic ocean-arm, 10 Whereon, a pinnace after, in the days of yore A leafy shaw she budded; oft Cytorus' height With her did inly whisper airy colloquy.
2.
Amastris, you by Pontus, you, the box-clad hill Of high Cytorus, all, the pinnace owns, to both 15 Was ever, is familiar; in the primal years She stood upon your hoary top, a baby tree, Within your haven early dipt a virgin oar: To carry thence a master o'er the surly seas, A world of angry water, hail'd to left, to right 20 The breeze of invitation, or precisely set The sheets together op'd to catch a kindly Jove. Nor yet of any power whom the coasts adore Was heard a vow to soothe them, all the weary way From outer ocean unto glassy quiet here. 25 But all the past is over; indolently now She rusts, a life in autumn, and her age devotes To Castor and with him ador'd, the twin divine.
V.
Living, Lesbia, we should e'en be loving. Sour severity, tongue of eld maligning, All be to us a penny's estimation. Suns set only to rise again to-morrow. 5 We, when sets in a little hour the brief light, Sleep one infinite age, a night for ever. Thousand kisses, anon to these an hundred, Thousand kisses again, another hundred, Thousand give me again, another hundred. 10 Then once heedfully counted all the thousands, We'll uncount them as idly; so we shall not Know, nor traitorous eye shall envy, knowing All those myriad happy many kisses.
VI.
But that, Flavius, hardly nice or honest This thy folly, methinks Catullus also E'en had known it, a whisper had betray'd thee. Some she-malady, some unhealthy wanton, 5 Fires thee verily: thence the shy denial. Least, you keep not a lonely night of anguish; Quite too clamorous is that idly-feigning Couch, with wreaths, with a Syrian odour oozing; Then that pillow alike at either utmost 10 Verge deep-dinted asunder, all the trembling Play, the strenuous unsophistication; All, O prodigal, all alike betray thee. Why? sides shrunken, a sullen hip disabled, Speak thee giddy, declare a misdemeanour. 15 So, whatever is yours to tell or ill or Good, confess it. A witty verse awaits thee And thy lady, to place ye both in heaven.
VII.
Ask me, Lesbia, what the sum delightful Of thy kisses, enough to charm, to tire me? Multitudinous as the grains on even Lybian sands aromatic of Cyrene; 5 'Twixt Jove's oracle in the sandy desert And where royally Battus old reposeth; Yea a company vast as in the silence Stars which stealthily gaze on happy lovers; E'en so many the kisses I to kiss thee 10 Count, wild lover, enough to charm, to tire me; These no curious eye can wholly number, Tongue of jealousy ne'er bewitch nor harm them.
VIII.
Ah poor Catullus, learn to play the fool no more. Lost is the lost, thou know'st it, and the past is past. Bright once the days and sunny shone the light on thee, Still ever hasting where she led, the maid so fair, 5 By me belov'd as maiden is belov'd no more. Was then enacting all the merry mirth wherein Thyself delighted, and the maid she said not nay. Ah truly bright and sunny shone the days on thee. Now she resigns thee; child, do thou resign no less, 10 Nor follow her that flies thee, or to bide in woe Consent, but harden all thy heart, resolve, endure. Farewell, my love. Catullus is resolv'd, endures, He will not ask for pity, will not importune. But thou'lt be mourning thus to pine unask'd alway. 15 O past retrieval faithless! Ah what hours are thine! When comes a likely wooer? who protests thou'rt fair? Who brooks to love thee? who decrees to live thine own? Whose kiss delights thee? whose the lips that own thy bite? Yet, yet, Catullus, learn to bear, resolve, endure.
IX.
Dear Veranius, you of all my comrades Worth, you only, a many goodly thousands, Speak they truly that you your hearth revisit, Brothers duteous, homely mother aged? 5 Yes, believe them. O happy news, Catullus! I shall see him alive, alive shall hear him, Tribes Iberian, uses, haunts, declaring As his wont is; on him my neck reclining Kiss his flowery face, his eyes delightful. 10 Now, all men that have any mirth about you, Know ye happier any, any blither?
X.
In the Forum as I was idly roaming Varus took me a merry dame to visit. She a lady, methought upon the moment, Of some quality, not without refinement.
1.
5 So, arrived, in a trice we fell on endless Themes colloquial; how the fact, the falsehood With Bithynia, what the case about it, Had it helped me to profit or to money. Then I told her a very truth; no atom 10 There for company, praetor, hungry natives, Home might render a body aught the fatter: Then our praetor a castaway, could hugely Mulct his company, had a taste to jeer them.
2.
Spoke another, 'Yet anyways, to bear you 15 Men were ready, enough to grace a litter. They grow quantities, if report belies not.' Then supremely myself to flaunt before her, I 'So thoroughly could not angry fortune Spite, I might not, afflicted in my province, 20 Get erected a lusty eight to bear me. But so scrubby the poor sedan, the batter'd Frame-work, nobody there nor here could ever Lift it, painfully neck to nick adjusting.'
3.
Quoth the lady, belike a lady wanton, 25 'Just for courtesy, lend me, dear Catullus, Those same nobodies. I the great Sarapis Go to visit awhile.' Said I in answer, 'Thanks; but, lady, for all my easy boasting, 'Twas too summary; there's a friend who knows me, 30 Cinna Gaius, his the sturdy bearers. 'Mine or Cinna's, an inch alone divides us, I use Cinna's, as e'en my own possession. But you're really a bore, a very tiresome Dame unmannerly, thus to take me napping.'
XI.
Furius and Aurelius, O my comrades, Whether your Catullus attain to farthest Ind, the long shore lash'd by reverberating Surges Eoan; 5 Hyrcan or luxurious horde Arabian, Sacan or grim Parthian arrow-bearer, Fields the rich Nile discolorates, a seven-fold River abounding; Whether o'er high Alps he afoot ascending 10 Track the long records of a mighty Cæsar, Rhene, the Gauls' deep river, a lonely Britain Dismal in ocean; This, or aught else haply the gods determine, Absolute, you, with me in all to part not; 15 Bid my love greet, bear her a little errand, Scarcely of honour. Say 'Live on yet, still given o'er to nameless Lords, within one bosom, a many wooers, Clasp'd, as unlov'd each, so in hourly change all 20 Lewdly disabled. 'Think not henceforth, thou, to recal Catullus' Love; thy own sin slew it, as on the meadow's Verge declines, ungently beneath the plough-share Stricken, a flower.'
XII.
Marrucinian Asinius, hardly civil Left-hand practices o'er the merry wine-cup. Watch occasion, anon remove the napkin. Call this drollery? Trust me, friend, it is not. 5 'Tis most beastly, a trick among a thousand. Not believe me? believe a friendly brother, Laughing Pollio; he declares a talent Poor indemnification, he the parlous Child of voluble humour and facetious. 10 So face hendecasyllables, a thousand, Or most speedily send me back the napkin; Gift not prized at a sorry valuation, But for company; 'twas a friend's memento. Cloth of Saetabis, exquisite, from utmost 15 Iber, sent as a gift to me Fabullus And Veranius. Ought not I to love them As Veranius even, as Fabullus?
XIII.
Please kind heaven, in happy time, Fabullus, We'll dine merrily, dear my friend, together. Promise only to bring, your own, a dinner Rich and goodly; withal a lily maiden, 5 Wine, and banter, a world of hearty laughing. Promise only; betimes we dine, my gentle Friend, most merrily; but, for your Catullus— Know he boasts but a pouch of empty cobwebs. Yet take contrary fee, the quintessential 10 Love, or sweeter if aught is, aught supremer, Perfume savoury, mine; my love received it Gift of every Venus, all the Cupids. Would you smell it? a god shall hear Fabullus Pray unbody him only nose for ever.
XIV.
Calvus, save that as eyes thou art beloved, I could verily loathe thee for the morning's Gift, Vatinius hardly more devoutly. Slain with poetry! done to death with abjects! 5 O what syllable earn'd it, act allow'd it? Gods, your malison on the sorry client Sent that rascally rabble of malignants. Yet, if, freely to guess, the gift recherché Some grammarian, haply Sulla, sent thee; 10 I repine not; a dear delight, a triumph This, thy drudgery thus to see rewarded. Gods! an horrible and a deadly volume! Sent so faithfully, friend, to thy Catullus, Just to kill him upon a day, the festive, 15 Saturnalia, best of all the season. Sure, a drollery not without requital. For, come dawn, to the cases and the bookshops I; there gather a Caesius and Aquinus, With Suffenus, in every wretch a poison: 20 Such plague-prodigy thy remuneration! Now good-morrow! away with evil omen Whence ill destiny lamely bore ye, clumsy Poet-rabble, an age's execration!
XIVb.
Readers, any that in the future ever Scan my fantasies, haply lay upon me Hands adventurous of solicitation—
XV.
Lend thy bounty to me, to my beloved, Kind Aurelius. I do ask a favour Fair and lawful; if you did e'er in earnest Seek some virginal innocence to cherish, 5 Touch not lewdly the mistress of my passion. Trust the people; avails not aught to fear them, Such, who hourly within the streets repassing, Run, good souls, on a busy quest or idle. You, you only the free, the felon-hearted, 10 Fright me, prodigal you of every virtue. Well, let luxury run her heady riot, Love flow over; enough abroad to sate thee: This one trespass—a tiny boon—presume not. But should impious heat or humour headstrong 15 Drive thee wilfully, wretch, to such profaning, In one folly to dare a double outrage: Ah what misery thine; what angry fortune! Heels drawn tight to the stretch shall open inward Lodgment easy to mullet and to radish.
XVI.
I'll traduce you, accuse you, and abuse you, Soft Aurelius, e'en as easy Furius. You that lightly a saucy verse resenting, Misconceit me, sophisticate me wanton. 5 Know, pure chastity rules the godly poet, Rules not poesy, needs not e'er to rule it; Charms some verse with a witty grace delightful? 'Tis voluptuous, impudent, a wanton. It shall kindle an icy thought to courage, 10 Not boy-fancies alone, but every frozen Flank immovable, all amort to pleasure. You my kisses, a million happy kisses, Musing, read me a silky thrall to softness? I'll traduce you, accuse you, and abuse you.
XVII.
1.
Kind Colonia, fain upon bridge more lengthy to gambol, And quite ready to dance amain, fearing only the rotten Legs too crazily steadied on planks of old resurrections, Lest it plunge to the deep morass, there supinely to welter; 5 So surprise thee a sumptuous bridge thy fancy to pleasure, Passive under a Salian god's most lusty procession; This rare favour, a laugh for all time, Colonia, grant me. In my township a citizen lives: Catullus adjures thee Headlong into the mire below topsy-turvy to drown him. 10 Only, where the superfluent lake, the spongy putrescence, Sinks most murkily flushed, descends most profoundly the bottom. Such a ninny, a fool is he; witless even as any Two years' urchin, across papa's elbow drowsily swaying.
2.
For though wed to a maiden in spring-tide youthfully budding, 15 Maiden crisp as a petulant kid, as airily wanton, Sweets more privy to guard than e'er grape-bunch shadowy-purpling; He, he leaves her alone to romp idly, cares not a fouter. Nor leans to her at all, the man's part; but helpless as alder Lies, new-fell'd in a ditch, beneath axe Ligurian ham-strung, 20 As alive to the world, as if world nor wife were at issue. Such this gaby, my own, my arch fool; he sees not, he hears not Who himself is, or if the self is, or is not, he knows not. Him I'd gladly be lowering down thy bridge to the bottom, If from stupor inanimate peradventure he wake him, 25 Leaving muddy behind him his sluggish heart's hesitation, As some mule in a glutinous sludge her rondel of iron.
XXI.
Sire and prince-patriarch of hungry starvelings, Lean Aurelius, all that are, that have been, That shall ever in after years be famish'd; Wouldst thou lewdly my dainty love to folly 5 Tempt, and visibly? thou be near, be joking Cling and fondle, a hundred arts redouble? O presume not: a wily wit defeated Pays in scandalous incapacitation. Yet didst folly to fulness add, 'twere all one; 10 Now shall beauty to thirst be train'd or hunger's Grim necessity; this is all my sorrow. Then hold, wanton, upon the verge; to-morrow Comes preposterous incapacitation.
XXII.
Suffenus, he, dear Varus, whom, methinks, you know, Has sense, a ready tongue to talk, a wit urbane, And writes a world of verses, on my life no less. Ten times a thousand he, believe me, ten or more, 5 Keeps fairly written; not on any palimpsest, As often, enter'd, paper extra-fine, sheets new, New every roller, red the strings, the parchment-case Lead-rul'd, with even pumice all alike complete. You read them: our choice spirit, our refin'd rare wit, 10 Suffenus, O no ditcher e'er appeared more rude, No looby coarser; such a shock, a change is there. How then resolve this puzzle? He the birthday-wit, For so we thought him—keener yet, if aught is so— Becomes a dunce more boorish e'en than hedge-born boor, 15 If e'er he faults on verses; yet in heart is then Most happy, writing verses, happy past compare, So sweet his own self, such a world at home finds he. Friend, 'tis the common error; all alike are wrong, Not one, but in some trifle you shall eye him true 20 Suffenus; each man bears from heaven the fault they send, None sees within the wallet hung behind, our own.
XXIII.
Needy Furius, house nor hoard possessing, Bug or spider, or any fire to thaw you, Yet most blest in a father and a step-dame, Each for penury fit to tooth a flint-stone: 5 Is not happiness yours? a home united? Son, sire, mother, a lathy dame to match him. Who can wonder? in all is health, digestion, Pure and vigorous, hours without a trouble. Fires ye fear not, or house's heavy downfal, 10 Deeds unnatural, art in act to poison, Dangers myriad accidents befalling. Then your bodies? in every limb a shrivell'd Horn, all dryness in all the world whatever, Tann'd or frozen or icy-lean with ages. 15 Sure superlative happiness surrounds thee. Thee sweat frets not, an o'er-saliva frets not, Frets not snivel or oozy rheumy nostril. Yet such purity lacks not e'en a purer. White those haunches as any cleanly-silver'd 20 Salt, it takes you a month to barely dirt them. Then like beans, or inert as e'er a pebble, Those impeccable heavy loins, a finger's Breadth from apathy ne'er seduced to riot. Such prosperity, such superb profusion, 25 Slight not, Furius, idly nor reject not. As for sesterces, all the would-be fortune, Cease to wish it; enough, methinks, the present.
XXIV.
O thou blossom of all the race Juventian Not now only, but all as yet arisen, All to flower in after-years arising; Midas' treasury better you presented 5 Him that owns not a slave nor any coffer, Ere you suffer his alien arm's presuming. What? you fancy him all refin'd perfection? Perfect! truly, without a slave, a coffer. Slight, reject it, away with it; for all that 10 He, he owns not a slave nor any coffer.
XXV.
Smooth Thallus, inly softer you than any furry rabbit, Or glossy goose's oily plumes, or velvet earlap yielding, Or feeble age's heavy thighs, or flimsy filthy cobweb; And Thallus, hungry rascal you, as hurricane rapacious, 5 When winks occasion on the stroke, the gulls agape declaring: Return the mantle home to me, you watch'd your hour to pilfer, The fleecy napkin and the rings from Thynia quaintly graven, Whatever you parade as yours, vain fool, a sham reversion: Unglue the nails adroit to steal, unclench the spoil, deliver, 10 Lest yet that haunch voluptuous, those tender hands caressant, Should take an ugly print severe, the scourge's heavy branding; And strange to bruises you should heave, as heaves in open Ocean, Some little hoy surprised adrift, when wails the windy water.
XXVI.
Draughts, dear Furius, if my villa faces, 'Tis not showery south, nor airy wester, North's grim fury, nor east; 'tis only fifteen Thousand sesterces, add two hundred over. 5 Draft unspeakable, icy, pestilential!
XXVII.
Boy, young caterer of Falernian olden, Brim me cups of a fiercer harsher essence; So Postumia, queen of healths presiding, Bids, less thirsty the thirsty grape, the toper. 5 But dull water, avaunt. Away the wine-cup's Sullen enemy; seek the sour, the solemn! Here Thyonius hails his own elixir.
XXVIII.
Starving company, troop of hungry Piso, Light of luggage, of outfit expeditious, You, Veranius, you, my own Fabullus, Say, what fortune? enough of empty masters, 5 Frost and famine, a lingering probation? Stands your diary fair? is any profit Enter'd given? as I to serve a praetor Count each beggarly gift a timely profit. Trust me, Memmius, you did aptly finger 10 My passivity, fool'd me most supinely. Friends, confess it; in e'en as hard a fortune You stand mulcted, on you a like abashless Rake rides heavily. Court the great who wills it! Gods and goddesses evil heap upon ye, 15 Rogues to Romulus and to Remus outcast.
XXIX.
Can any brook to see it, any tamely bear— If any, gamester, epicure, a wanton, he— Mamurra's own whatever all the curly Gauls Did else inherit, or the lonely Briton isle? 5 Can you look on, look idly, filthy Romulus? Shall he, in o'er-assumption, o'er-repletion he, Sedately saunter every dainty couch along, A bright Adonis, as the snowy dove serene? Can you look on, look idly, filthy Romulus? 10 Look idly, gamester, epicure, a wanton, you. Unique commander, and was only this the plea Detain'd you in that islet angle of the west, To gorge the shrunk seducer irreclaimable With haply twice a million, add a million yet? 15 What else was e'er unhealthy prodigality? The waste? to lust a little? on the belly less? Begin; a glutted hoard paternal; ebb the first. To this, the booty Pontic; add the spoil from out Iberia, known to Tagus' amber ory stream. 20 Not only Gaul, nor only quail the Briton isles. What help a rogue to fondle? is not all his act To swallow monies, empty purses heap on heap? But you—to please him only, shame to Rome, to me! Could you the son, the father, idly ruin all?
XXX.
False Alfenus, in all amity frail, duty a prodigal, Doth thy pity depart? Shall not a friend, traitor, a friend recal Love? what courage is here me to betray, me to repudiate? . . . . . . . . . . . 5 . . . . . . . . . . . Never sure did a lie, never a sin, please the celestials. (5) This you heed not; alas! leave me to new misery, desolate. O where now shall a man trust? liveth yet any fidelity? You, you only did urge love to be free, life to surrender, you. 10 Guiding into the snare, falsely secure, prophet of happiness. Now you leave me, retract, every deed, every word allow (10) Into nullity winds far to remove, vapoury clouds to bear. You forget me, but yet surely the Gods, surely remembereth Faith; hereafter again honour awakes, causeth a wretch to rue.
XXXI.
O thou of islands jewel and of half-islands, Fair Sirmio, whatever o'er the lakes' clear rim Or waste of ocean, Neptune holds, a two-fold pow'r; What joy have I to see thee, and to gaze what glee! 5 Scarce yet believing Thunia past, the fair champaign Bithunian, yet in safety thee to greet once more. From cares to part us—where is any joy like this? Then drops the soul her fardel, as the travel-tir'd World-weary wand'rer touches home, returns, sinks down 10 In joy to slumber on the bed desir'd so long. This meed, this only counts for e'en an age all toil. O take a welcome, lovely Sirmio, thy lord's, And greet him happy; greet him all the lake Lydian; Laugh out whatever laughter at the hearth rings clear.
XXXII.
List, I charge thee, my gentle Ipsithilla, Lovely ravisher and my dainty mistress, Say we'll linger a lazy noon together. Suits my company? lend a farther hearing: 5 See no jealousy make the gate against me, See no fantasy lead thee out a-roaming. Keep close chamber; anon in all profusion Count me kisses again again returning. Bides thy will? with a sudden haste command me; 10 Full and wistful, at ease reclin'd, a lover Here I languish alone, supinely dreaming.
XXXIII.
Master-robber of all that haunt the bath-rooms, Old Vibennius, and his heir the wanton; (His the dirtier hands, the greedy father, Yours the filthier heart, his heir as hungry;) 5 Please your knaveries hoist a sail for exile, Pains and privacy? since by this the father's Thefts are palpable, and a rusty favour, Son, picks never a penny from the people.
XXXIV.
Great Diana protecteth us, Maids and boyhood in innocence. Maidens virtuous, innocent Boys, your song be Diana. 5 Hail, Latonia, thou that art Throned daughter of enthronis'd Jove; near Delian olive of Mighty mother y-boren. Queen of mountainous heights, of all 10 Forests leafy, delightable; Glens in bowery depths remote, Rivers wrathfully sounding. Thee, Lucina, the travailing Mother haileth, a sovereign 15 Juno; Trivia thou, the bright Moon, a glory reflected. Thou thine annual orb anew, Goddess, monthly remeasuring, Farmsteads lowly with affluent 20 Corn dost fill to the flowing. Be thy heavenly name whate'er Name shall please thee, in hallowing; Still keep safely the glorious Race of Romulus olden.
XXXV.
1.
Take Caecilius, him the tender-hearted Bard, my paper, a wish from his Catullus. Come from Larius, haste to leave the new-built Comum's watery city, seek Verona. 5 Some particular intimate reflexions One would tell thee, a friend we love together.
2.
So he'll quickly devour the way, if only He's no booby; for all a snowy maiden Chide imperious, and her hands around him 10 Both in jealousy clasp'd, refuse departure. She, if only report the truth bely not, Doats, as hardly within her own possession.
3.
For since lately she read his high-preluding Queen of Dindymus, all her heart is ever 15 Melting inly with ardour and with anguish. Maiden, laudable is that high emotion, Muse more rapturous, you, than any Sappho. The Great Mother he surely sings divinely.
XXXVI.
1.
Vilest paper of all dishonour, annals Of Volusius, hear my lovely lady's Vow, and pay it; awhile she swore to Venus And fond Cupid, if ever I returning 5 Ceased from enmity, left to launch iambics, She would surely devote the sorry poet's Choicest rarities unto sooty Vulcan, The lame deity, there to blaze lamenting. With such drollery, such supreme defiance, 10 Swore strange oath to the gods the naughty wanton.
2.
Now, O heavenly child of azure Ocean, Queen of Idaly, queen of Urian highlands, Who Ancona the fair, the reedy Cnidos Hauntest, Amathus and the lawny Golgi, 15 Or Dyrrhachium, hostel Adriatic; Hear thy votaress, answer her petition; 'Tis most graceful, a dainty thought to charm thee. But ye verses, away to fire, to burning, Rank rusticities, empty vapid annals 20 Of Volusius, heap of all dishonour.
XXXVII.
1.
O frowsy tavern, frowsy fellowship therein, Ninth post in order next beyond the twins cap-crown'd, Shall manly service none but you alone employ, Shall you alone whatever in the world smiles fair, 5 Possess it, every other hold to lack esteem? Or if in idiot impotence arow you sit, One hundred, yes two hundred, am not I, think you, A man to bring mine action on your whole row there? So think not, he that likes not; answer how you may, 10 With scorpion I, with emblem all your haunt will scrawl.
2.
For she the bright one, lately fled beyond these arms, The maid belov'd as maiden is belov'd no more, Whom I to win, stood often in the breach, fought long, Has sat amongst you. Her the grand, the great, all, all 15 Do dearly love her; yea, beshrew the damned wrong, Each slight seducer, every lounger highway-born, You chiefly, peerless paragon of the tribe long-lock'd, Rude Celtiberia's child, the bushy rabbit-den, Egnatius, so modish in the big bush-beard, 20 And teeth a native lotion hardly scours quite pure.
XXXVIII.
Cornificius, ill is your Catullus, Ill, ah heaven, a weary weight of anguish, More more weary with every day, with each hour. You deny me the least, the very lightest 5 Help, one whisper of happy thought to cheer me. Nay, I'm sorrowful. You to slight my passion? Ah! one word, but a tiny word to cheer me, Sad as ever a tear Simonidean.
XXXIX.
1.
Egnatius, spruce owner of superb white teeth, Smiles sweetly, smiles for ever: is the bench in view Where stands a pleader just prepar'd to rouse our tears, Egnatius smiles sweetly; near the pyre they mourn 5 Where weeps a mother o'er the lost, the kind one son, Egnatius smiles sweetly; what the time or place Or thing soe'er, smiles sweetly; such a rare complaint Is his, not handsome, scarce to please the town, say I.
2.
So take a warning for the nonce, my friend; town-bred 10 Were you, a Sabine hale, a pearly Tiburtine, A frugal Umbrian body, Tuscan huge of paunch, A grim Lanuvian black of hue, prodigious-tooth'd, A Transpadane, my country not to pass untax'd, In short whoever cleanly cares to rinse foul teeth, 15 Yet sweetly smiling ever I would have you not, For silly laughter, it's a silly thing indeed.
3.
Well: you're a Celtiberian; in the parts thereby What pass'd the night in water, every man, come dawn, Scours clean the foul teeth with it and the gums rose-red; 20 So those Iberian snowy teeth, the more they shine, So much the deeper they proclaim the draught impure.
XL.
What fatality, what chimera drives thee Headlong, Ravidus, on to my iambics? What fell deity, most malign to listen, Fires thy fury to quarrel unavailing? 5 Wouldst thou busy the breath of half the people? Break with clamour at any cost the silence? Thou wilt do it; a wretch that hop'd my darling Love to fondle, a sure retaliation.
XLI.
Ameana, the maiden of the people, Asks me sesterces, all the many thousands. Maiden she with a nose not wholly faultless, Bankrupt Formian, your declar'd devotion. 5 Wherefore look to the maiden, her relations: Call her family, summon all the doctors. Your poor maiden is oddly touch'd; a mirror Sure would lend her a soberer reflexion.
XLII.
1.
Come all hendecasyllables whatever, Wheresoever ye house you, all whatever. I the game of an impudent adultress? She refuse to return to me the tablets 5 Where you syllable? O ye can't be silent. Up, have after her, ask renunciation. Would ye know her? a woman, you shall eye her Strutting loftily, whiles she laughs a loud laugh Vast and vulgar, a Gaulish hound beseeming. 10 Form your circle about her, ask her, urge her. 'Hark, adulteress, hand the note-book over. Hark, the note-book, adultress, hand it over.'
2.
What? you scorn us? O ugly filth, detested Trull, whatever is all abomination. 15 Nay then, louder. Enough as yet it is not. If this only remains, perhaps the dog-like Face may colour, a brassy blush may yield us. Swell your voices in higher harsher yellings, 'Hark, adulteress, hand the note-book over; 20 Hark, the note-book; adultress, hand it over.' Look, she moves not at all: we waste the moments. Change your quality, try another issue. Such composure a sweeter air may alter. 'Pure and virtuous, hand the note-book over.'
XLIII.
Hail, fair virgin, a nose among the larger, Feet not dainty, nor eyes to match a raven, Mouth scarce tenible, hands not wholly faultless, Tongue most surely not absolute refinement, 5 Bankrupt Formian, your declar'd devotion. Thou the beauty, the talk of all the province? Thou my Lesbia tamely think to rival? O preposterous, empty generation!
XLIV.
O thou my Sabine farmstead or my Tiburtine, For who Catullus would not harm, avow, kind souls, Thou surely art at Tibur; and who quarrel will Sabine declare thee, stake the world to prove their say: 5 But be'st a Sabine, be'st a very Tiburtine, At thy suburban villa what delight I knew To spit the tiresome cough away, my lungs' ill guest, My belly brought me, not without a sad weak sin, Because a costly dinner I desir'd too much. 10 For I, to feast with Sestius, that host unmatch'd, A speech of his, pure poison, every line deep-drugg'd, His speech against the plaintiff Antius, read through. Whereat a cold chill, soon a gusty cough in fits, Shook, shook me ever, till to thy retreat I fled, 15 There duly dosed with nettle and repose found cure. So, now recruited, thanks superlative, dear farm, I give thee, who so lightly didst avenge that sin. And trust me, farm, if ever I again take up With Sextius' black charges, I'll rebel no more; 20 But let the chill things damn to cold, to cough, not me That read the volume—no, but him, the man's vain self.
XLV.
1.
While Septimius in his arms his Acme Fondled closely, 'My own,' said he, 'my Acme, If I love not as unto death, nor hold me Ever faithfully well-prepar'd to largest 5 Strain of fiery wooer yet to love thee, Then in Libya, then may I alone in Burning India face a sulky lion.' Scarce he ended, upon the right did eager Love sneeze amity; 'twas before to leftward.
2.
10 Acme quietly back her head reclining Towards her boy, with a rosy mouth delightful Kissed his passionate eyes elately swimming, Then 'Septimius, O my life' she murmur'd, 'So may he that is in this hour ascendant 15 Rule us ever, as in me burns a greater Fire, a fiercer, in every vein triumphing.' Scarce she ended, upon the right did eager Love sneeze amity; 'twas before to leftward.
3.
So, that augury joyous each possessing, 20 Loves, is lov'd with an even emulation. Poor Septimius, all to please his Acme, Recks not Syria, recks not any Britain. In Septimius only faithful Acme Makes her softnesses, holds her happy pleasures. 25 When did mortal on any so rejoicing Look, on union hallow'd as divinely?
XLVI.
Now soft spring with her early warmth returneth, Now doth Zephyrus, health benignly breathing, Still the boisterous equinoctial heaven. Leave we Phrygia, leave the plains, Catullus, 5 Leave Nicaea, the sultry soil of harvest: On for Asia, for the starry cities. Now all flurry the soul is out a-ranging, Now with vigour aflame the feet renew them. Farewell company true, my lovely comrades. 10 You so joyfully borne from home together, Now o'er many a weary way returning.
XLVII.
Porcius, Socration, the greedy Piso's Tools of thievery, rogues to famish ages, So that filthy Priapus ousts to please you My Veranius even and Fabullus? 5 What? shall you then at early noon carousing Lap in luxury? they, my jolly comrades, Search the streets on a quest of invitation?
XLVIII.
If, Juventius, I the grace win ever Still on beauteous honied eyes to kiss thee, I would kiss them a million, yet a million. Yea, nor count me to win the full attainment, 5 Not, tho' heavier e'en than ears at harvest, Fall my kisses, a wealthy crop delightful.
XLIX.
Greatest speaker of any born a Roman, Marcus Tullius, all that are, that have been, That shall ever in after-years be famous; Thanks superlative unto thee Catullus 5 Renders, easily last among the poets. He as easily last among the poets As thou surely the first among the pleaders.
L.
1.
Dear Lucinius, yestereve we linger'd Scrawling fancies, a hundred, in my tablets, Wits in combat; a treaty this between us. Scribbling drolleries each of us together 5 Launched one arrowy metre and another, Tenders jocular o'er the merry wine-cup.
2.
So quite sorely with all your humour heated Gay Lucinius, I that eve departed. Food my misery could not any lighten, 10 Sleep nor quiet upon my eyes descended. Still untamable o'er the couch did I then Turn and tumble, in haste to see the day-light, Hear your prattle again, again be with you.
3.
Then, when weary with all the worry, numb'd, dead, 15 Sank my body, upon the bed reposing, This, O humorous heart, did I, a poem Write, my tedious anguish all revealing. O beware then of hardihood; a lover's Plea for charity, dear my friend, reject not: 20 What if Nemesis haply claim repayment? She is tyrannous. O beware offending.
LI.
He to me like unto the Gods appeareth, He, if I dare speak it, ascends above them, Face to face who toward thee attently sitting Gazes or hears thee 5 Lovely in sweet laughter; alas within me Every lost sense falleth away for anguish; When as I look'd on thee, upon my lips no Whisper abideth, Straight my tongue froze, Lesbia; soon a subtle 10 Fire thro' each limb streameth adown; with inward Sound the full ears tinkle, on either eye night's Canopy darkens. Ease alone, Catullus, alone afflicts thee; Ease alone breeds error of heady riot; 15 Ease hath entomb'd princes of old renown and Cities of honour.
LII.
Enough, Catullus! how can you delay to die? If in the curule chair a hump sits, Nonius; A would-be consul lies in hope, Vatinius; Enough, Catullus! how can you delay to die?
LIII.
How I laughed at a wag amid the circle! He, when Calvus in high denunciation Of Vatinius had declaim'd divinely, Hands uplifted as in supreme amazement, 5 Cried 'God bless us! a wordy cockalorum!'
LIV.
Otho's head is a very dwarf; a rustic's Shanks has Herius, only semi-cleanly; Libo's airs to a fume of art refine them. . . . . . . . . 5 . . . . . . . . Yet thou flee'st not above my keen iambics. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [So may destiny doom me quite to silence] 10 As I care not if every line offend thee And Sufficius, age in youth's revival. . . . . . . . . Thou shalt kindle at innocent iambics, Mighty general, once again returning.
LV.
1.
List, I beg, provided you're in humour, Speak your privacy, show what alley veils you. You I sought on Campus, I, the lesser, You on Circus, in all the bills but you, sir. 5 You with father Jove in holy temple. Then, where flocks the parade to Magnus' arches, Friend, I hail'd each lady promenader, Each, I found, did face me quite sedately.
2.
What? they steal, I loudly cried protesting, 10 My Camerius? out upon the wenches! Answer'd one and lightly bared a bosom, 'See! what bowery roses; here he hides him.' Yea 'twould task e'en Hercules to bear you, You so scornful, friend, in your refusing.
3.
15 Not tho' I were warder of the Cretans, Not tho' Pegasus on his airy pinion, Perseus feathery-footed, I a Ladas, Rhesus' chariot yok'd to snowy coursers, Add each feathery sandal, every flying 20 Power, ask fleetness of all the winds of heaven, Mine, Camerius, and to me devoted; Yet with drudgery sorely spent should I, yet Worn, outworn with languor unto languor Faint, O friend, in an empty quest to find you.
4.
25 (15) Say, where think you anon to be; declare it, Fair and free, submit, commit to daylight. What? still thrall to the lovely lily ladies? Keep close mouth, lock fast the tongue within it, Love's felicity falls without fruition; 30 (20) Venus still is free to talk, a babbler. Yet close palate, an if ye will it; only In my love some part to bear refuse not.
LVII.
O rare sympathies! happy rakes united! There Mamurra the woman, here a Caesar. Who can wonder? An ugly brand on either, His, true Formian, his, politely Roman, 5 Rests indelible, in the bone residing. Either infamous, each a twin dishonour, Bookish brethren, a dainty pair pedantic; One adultrous, as hungry he; with equal Parts in women, a lusty corporation. 10 O rare sympathies! happy rakes united!
LVIII.
That bright Lesbia, Caelius, the self-same Peerless Lesbia, she than whom Catullus Self nor family more devoutly cherish'd, By foul roads, or in every shameful alley, 5 Strains the vigorous issue of the people.
LIX.
Poor Rufa from Bononia Rufulus gallants, Menenius' errant lady, she that in grave-yards (You've seen her often) snaps from every pile her meal, When hotly chasing dusty loaves the fire rolls down, 5 She felt some half-shorn corpseman and his hand's big blow.
LX.
Hadst thou a Libyan lioness on heights all stone, A Scylla, barking wolvish at the loins' last verge, To bear thee, O black-hearted, O to shame forsworn, That unto supplication in my last sad need 5 Thou mightst not harken, deaf to ruth, a beast, no man?
LXI.
God, on verdurous Helicon Dweller, child of Urania, Thou that draw'st to the man the fair Maiden, O Hymenaeus, O 5 Hymen, O Hymenaeus: Wreathe thy brows in amaracus' Fragrant blossom; an aureat Veil be round thee; approach, in all Joy, approach with a luminous 10 Foot, a sandal of amber. Come, for jolly the time, awake. Chant in melody musical Hymns of bridal; on earth a foot Beating, hands to the winds above 15 Torches oozily swinging. Such, as she that on Idaly Venus dwelleth, appear'd before Him, the Phrygian arbiter, So with Mallius happily 20 Happy Junia weddeth. Like some myrtle of Asia Bright in airily blossoming Boughs, the wood Hamadryades Nurse with showery dew, to be 25 Theirs, a tender plaything. So come to us in haste; away, Leave thy Thespian hollow-arch'd Rock, muse-haunted, Aonian, Drench'd in spray from aloft, the cold 30 Drift of Nymph Aganippe. Homeward summon a sovereign Wife most passionate, holden in Love fast prisoner: ivy not Closer closes an elm around, 35 Interchangeably trailing. You too with him, O you for whom Comes as joyous a time, your own. Virgins stainless of heart, arise. Chant in unison, Hymen, O 40 Hymen, O Hymenaeus. That, more readily listening, Whiles your song to familiar Duty calls him, he hie apace, Lord of fair paramours, of youth's 45 Fair affection uniter. Who more worthy than he to list Lovers wearily languishing? Bends from heaven a sovereign God adorabler? Hymen, O 50 Hymen, O Hymenaeus. You the father in years for his Child beseecheth; a virginal Zone falls slackly to earth for you, You half-fear in his hankering 55 Lists the groomsman approaching. You from motherly lap the bright Girl can sever; your hand divine Gives dominion, ushering Warm the lover. O Hymen, O 60 Hymen, O Hymenaeus. Nought delightful, if you be far, Nought unharmed of envious Tongues, Love wins him: if you be near Much he wins him. O excellent 65 God, that hath not a rival. Houses cannot, if you be far, Yield their children, a babe renew Sire or mother: if you be near, Comes renewal. O excellent 70 God, that hath not a rival. If your great ceremonial Fail, no champion yeomanry Guards the border. If you be near Arms the border. O excellent 75 God, that hath not a rival. Fling the portal apart. The bride Waits. O see ye the luminous Torch-flakes ruddily flickering? . . . . . . . . 80 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . (80) Nought she hears us: her innocent 85 Eyes do weep to be going. Weep not, lady; for envious Tongue no lovelier owneth, Au- Runculeia; nor any more (85) Fair saw rosily bright the dawn 90 Leave his chamber in Ocean. Such in many a flowering Garden, trimm'd for a lord's delight, Stands some delicate hyacinth. (90) Yet you tarry. The day declines. 95 Forth, fair bride, to the people. Forth, fair bride, to the people, if So it likes you, a-listening Words that please us. O eye ye yon (95) Torches ruddily flickering? 100 Forth, fair bride, to the people. Husband never of yours shall haunt Stained wanton, a mutinous Fancy shamefully following, (100) Tire not ever, or e'er from your 105 Dainty bosom unyoke him. He more lithe than a vine amid Trees, that, mazily folded, it Clasps and closes, in amorous (105) Arms shall close thee. The day declines. 110 Forth, fair bride, to the people. Couch of pleasure, O odorous Couch, whose gorgeous apparellings, Silver-purple, on Indian Woods do rest them; adown the bright 115 Feet in ivory glisten; When thy lord in his hour attains, (110) What large extasy, while the night Fleets, or noon the meridian Passes thoro'. The day declines. 120 Forth, fair bride, to the people. Lift the torches aloft in air, (115) Boys: the fiery veil is here. Come, to measure your hymn rehearse. Hymen, O Hymenaeus, O 125 Hymen, O Hymenaeus. Nor withhold ye the countryman's (120) Ribald raillery Fescenine. Nor if happily boys declare Thy dominion attaint, refuse, 130 Youth, the nuts to be flinging. Fling, O womanish youth; the boys (125) Ask thee charity. Time agone Toys and folly; to-day begins Our high duty, Talassius. 135 Hasten, youth, to be flinging. Thou didst surely but yestereve (130) Mock the women, a favourite Far above them: anon the first Beard, the razor. Alack, alas! 140 Hasten, youth, to be flinging. You, whom odorous oils declare (135) Bridegroom, swerve not; a slippery Love calls lightly, but yet refrain. Hymen, O Hymenaeus, O 145 Hymen, O Hymenaeus. Lawful only did e'er delight (140) You, we know; but it is not, O Husband, lawful as heretofore. Hymen, O Hymenaeus, O 150 Hymen, O Hymenaeus. Bride, thou also, if he demand (145) Aught, refuse not, assent, obey. Love can angrily pipe adieu. Hymen, O Hymenaeus, O 155 Hymen, O Hymenaeus. Look! thy mansion, a sovereign (150) Home most goodly, by him to thee Given. Reign as a queen within, Hymen, O Hymenaeus, O 160 Hymen, O Hymenaeus. Still when hoary decrepitude, (155) Shaking wintery brows benign, Nods a tremulous Yes to all. Hymen, O Hymenaeus, O 165 Hymen, O Hymenaeus. With fair augury smite the blest (160) Threshold, sunnily glistening Feet: yon ivory door approach, Hymen, O Hymenaeus, O 170 Hymen, O Hymenaeus. See one seated, a banqueter. (165) 'Tis thy lord on a Tyrian Couch: his spirit is all to thee. Hymen, O Hymenaeus, O 175 Hymen, O Hymenaeus. Not less surely in him than in (170) Thee love lighteth a bosoming Flame; but deeper, a fire within. Hymen, O Hymenaeus, O 180 Hymen, O Hymenaeus. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 185 . . . . . . . Thou, whose purple her arm, the slim (175) Arm, props happily, boy, depart. Time the bride be at entering. Hymen, O Hymenaeus, O 190 Hymen, O Hymenaeus. You in chastity tried the long (180) Years, good women of agedest Husbands, lay ye the bride to-night. Hymen, O Hymenaeus, O 195 Hymen, O Hymenaeus. Husband, stay not: a bride within (185) Coucheth ready, the flowering Spring less lovely; a countenance White as parthenice, beyond 200 Yellow poppy to gaze on. Thou, so help me the favouring (190) Gods immortal, as heavenly Fair art also, adorned of Venus' bounty. The day declines. 205 Come nor tarry to greet her. Not too slothfully tarrying, (195) Thou art here. Benediction of Venus help thee, a man without Shame of blameless, a love that is 210 Honest frankly revealing. Dust of infinite Africa, (200) Stars that sparkle, a myriad Host, who measureth, your delights He shall tell them, ineffable, 215 Multitudinous, over. Make your happy delight, renew'd (205) Soon in children. A glorious Name and olden is ill without Children, unto the first a new 220 Stock as goodly begetting. Some Torquatus, a beauteous (210) Babe, on motherly breasts to thee Stretching, father, his innocent Hands, smile softly from inchoate 225 Lips half-open a welcome. Like his father, a Mallius (215) New presented, of every Eyeing stranger allowed his own; Mother's chastity moulded in 230 Features childly revealing. Glory speak of him issuing (220) Child of mother as excellent She, as only that age-renown'd Wife, whose story Telemachus 235 Blazons, Penelopea. Virgins, close ye the door. Enough (225) This our carol. O happiest Lovers, jollity live with you. Still that genial youth to love's 240 Consummation attend ye.
LXII.
YOUTHS.
Hesper is here; rise youths, rise all of you; high on Olympus Hesper his orb long-look'd for aloft 'gins slowly to kindle. Time is now to arise, from tables costly to part us; Now doth a virgin approach, now soundeth a glad Hymenaeal. 5 Hymen O Hymenaeus, O Hymen come Hymenaeus.
VIRGINS.
See ye yon youthful band? O, maidens, rise ye to meet them. Comes not Night's bright bearer a fire o'er Oeta revealing? Surely; for even now, in a moment all have arisen, Not for nought have arisen; a song waits, goodly to gaze on. 10 Hymen O Hymenaeus, O Hymen come Hymenaeus.
YOUTHS.
No light victory this, O comrades, ready before us. Busy the virgins muse, their practis'd ditty recalling, Muse nor shall miscarry; a song for memory waits us. Rightly; for all their souls do inwards labour in issue. 15 We—our thoughts one way, our ears have drifted another, So comes worthy defeat; no victory calls to the careless. Come then, in even race let thought their melody rival; They must open anon; 'twere better anon be replying. Hymen O Hymenaeus, O Hymen come Hymenaeus.
VIRGINS.
20 Hesper, moveth in heaven a light more tyrannous ever? Thou from a mother's arms canst wrest her daughter asunder, Wrest from a mother's arms her daughter woefully clinging, Then to the burning youth his virgin beauty deliver. Foes in a new-sack'd town, when wrought they crueller ever? 25 Hymen O Hymenaeus, O Hymen come Hymenaeus.
YOUTHS.
Hesper, shineth in heaven a light more genial ever? Thou with a bridal flame true lovers' unity crownest, All which duly the men, which plighted duly the parents, Then completed alone, when thou in splendour awakest. 30 When shone an happier hour than thy god-speeded arriving? Hymen O Hymenaeus, O Hymen come Hymenaeus.
VIRGINS.
Sisters, Hesper a fellow of our bright company taketh. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 35 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Hymen O Hymenaeus, O Hymen come Hymenaeus.
YOUTHS.
40 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Hesper, awaiting thee each sentinel holdeth alarum. Night veils love's false thieves; thieves still when, Hesper, another (35) Name, but unalter'd still, thou tak'st them surely, returning. 45 Yet be the maidens pleas'd in woeful fancy to chide thee. Maybe for all they chide, their hearts do inly desire thee. Hymen O Hymenaeus, O Hymen come Hymenaeus.
VIRGINS.
Look in a garden-croft when a flower privily growing, (40) Hid from grazing kine, by ploughshare never y-broken, 50 Strok'd by the breeze, by the sun nurs'd sturdily, rear'd by the showers; Many a wistful boy, and maidens many desire it: Yet if a slender nail hath nipt his bloom to deflour it, Never a wistful boy, nor maidens any desire it: (45) Such is a girl untoy'd with as yet, yet lovely to kinsmen; 55 Once her body profan'd, herflow'r of chastity blighted, Boys no more she delights, nor seems so lovely to maidens; Hymen O Hymenaeus, O Hymen come Hymenaeus.
YOUTHS.
Look as a lone lorn vine in a bare field sorrily growing, (50) Never an arm uplifts, no grape to maturity ripens, 60 Only with headlong weight her tender body declining, Bows, till topmost spray and roots meet feebly together; Her no peasant swain, nor bullock tendeth her ever; Yet to the bachelor elm if marriage-fortune unite her, (55) Many a peasant tills and bullocks many about her; 65 Such is a maid untoy'd with as yet, in loneliness aging; Wins she a bridegroom meet, in time's warm fulness arriving, So to the man more dear, and less unlovely to parents. O then, clasp thy love, nor fight, fair maiden, against him. (60) Sin 'twere surely to fight; thy father gave to his arms thee, 70 Father's self and mother; obey nor wrongly defy them. . . . . . . . . . . Virgin's crown thou claim'st not alone, but partly the parents, Father's one whole part, one goes to the mother allotted, Rests one only to thee; O fight not with them alone thou, 75 (65) Both to a son their rights and both their dowry deliver. Hymen O Hymenaeus, O Hymen come Hymenaeus.
LXIII.
In a swift ship Attis hasting over ocean a mariner When he gained the wood, the Phrygian, with a foot of agility, When he near'd the leafy forest, dark sanctuary divine; By unearthly fury frenzied, a bewildered agony, 5 With a flint of edge he shatter'd to the ground his humanity. Then aghast to see the lost limbs, the deform'd inutility, While still the gory dabble did anew the soil pollute, With a snowy palm the woman took affrayed a taborine. Taborine, the trump that hails thee, Cybele, thy initiant. 10 Then a dainty finger heaving to the tremulous hide o' the bull, He began this invocation to the company, spirit-awed. "To the groves, ye sexless eunuchs, in assembly to Cybele, Lost sheep that err rebellious to the lady Dindymene; Ye, who all awing for exile in a country of aliens, 15 My unearthly rule obeying to be with me, my retinue, Could aby the surly salt seas' mid inexorability, Could in utter hate to lewdness your sex dishabilitate; Let a gong clash glad emotion, set a giddy fury to roam, All slow delay be banish'd, thither his ye thither away 20 To the Phrygian home, the wild wood, to the sanctuary divine; Where rings the noisy cymbal, taborines are in echoing, On a curved oat the Phrygian deep pipeth a melody, With a fury toss the Maenads clad in ivies a frolic head, To a barbarous ululation the religious orgy wakes, 25 Where fleets across the silence Cybele's holy family; Thither his we, so beseems us; to a mazy measure away." Thus as Attis, a woman, Attis, not a woman, urg'd the rest, On a sudden yell'd in huddling agitation every tongue, Taborines give airy murmur, give a clangorous echo gongs, 30 With a rush the brotherhood hastens to the woods, the bosom of Ide. Then in agony, breathless, errant, flush'd wearily, cometh on Taborine behind him, Attis, thoro' leafy glooms a guide, As a restive heifer yields not to the cumbrous onerous yoke. Thither his the votaress eunuchs with an emulous alacrity. 35 Now faintly sickly plodding to the goddess's holy shrine, They took the rest which easeth long toil, nor ate withal. Slow sleep descends on eyelids ready drowsily to decline, In a soft repose departeth the devout spirit-agony. When awoke the sun, the golden, that his eyes heaven-orient 40 Scann'd lustrous air, the rude seas, earth's massy solidity, When he smote the shadowy twilight with his healthy team sublime, Then arous'd was Attis; o'er him sleep hastily fled away To Pasithea's arms immortal with a tremulous hovering. But awaked from his reposing, the delirious anguish o'er, 45 When as Attis' heart recalled him to the past solitarily, Saw clearly where he stood, what, an annihilate apathy, With a soul that heaved within him, to the water he fled again. Then as o'er the waste of ocean with a rainy eye he gazed To the land of home he murmur'd miserable a soliloquy. 50 "Mother-home of all affection, dear home, my nativity, Whom in anguish I deserting, as in hatred a runaway From a master, hither have hurried to the lonely woods of Ide, To be with the snows, the wild beasts, in a wintery domicile, To be near each savage houser that a surly fury provokes, 55 What horizon, O beloved, may attain to thee anywhere? Yet an eyeless orb is yearning ineffectually to thee. For a little ere returneth the delirious hour again. Shall a homeless Attis hie him to the groves uninhabited? Shall he leave a country, wealth, friends? bid a sire, a mother, adieu? 60 The palaestra lost, the forum, the gymnasium, the course? O unhappy, fall a-weeping, thou unhappy soul, for aye. For is honour of any semblance, any beauty but of it I? Who, a woman here, in order was a man, a youth, a boy, To the sinewy ring a fam'd flower, the gymnasium's applause. 65 With a throng about the portal, with a populace in the gate, With a flowery coronal hanging upon every column of home, When anew my chamber open'd, as awoke the sunny morn. O am I to live the god's slave? feodary be to Cybele? Or a Maenad I, an eunuch? or a part of a body slain? 70 Or am I to range the green tracts upon Ida snowy-chill? Be beneath the stately caverns colonnaded of Asia? Be with hind that haunts the covert, or in hursts that house the boar? Woe, woe the deed accomplish'd! woe, woe, the shame to me!" From rosy lips ascending when approached the gusty cry 75 To celestial ears recording such a message inly borne, Cybele, the thong relaxing from a lion-haled yoke, Said, aleft the goad addressing to the foe that awes the flocks— "Come, a service; haste, my brave one; let a fury the madman arm, Let a fury, a frenzy prick him to return to the wood again, 80 This is he my hest declineth, the unheedy, the runaway. From an angry tail refuse not to abide the sinewy stroke, To a roar let all the regions echo answer everywhere, On a nervy neck be tossing that uneasy tawny mane." So in ire she spake, adjusting disunitedly then her yoke 85 At his own rebuke the lion doth his heart to a fury spur, With a step, a roar, a bursting unarrested of any brake. But anear the foamy places when he came, to the frothy beach, When he saw the sexless Attis by the seas' level opaline, Then he rushed upon him; affrighted to the wintery wood he flew, 90 Cybele's for aye, for all years, in her order a votaress. Holy deity, great Cybele, holy lady Dindymene, Be to me afar for ever that inordinate agony. O another hound to madness, O another hurry to rage!
LXIV.
Born on Pelion height, so legend hoary relateth, Pines once floated adrift on Neptune billowy streaming On to the Phasis flood, to the borders Æætean. Then did a chosen array, rare bloom of valorous Argos, 5 Fain from Colchian earth her fleece of glory to ravish, Dare with a keel of swiftness adown salt seas to be fleeting, Swept with fir-blades oary the fair level azure of Ocean. Then that deity bright, who keeps in cities her high ward, Made to delight them a car, to the light breeze airily scudding, 10 Texture of upright pine with a keel's curved rondure uniting. That first sailer of all burst ever on Amphitrite. Scarcely the forward snout tore up that wintery water, Scarcely the wave foamed white to the reckless harrow of oarsmen, Straight from amid white eddies arose wild faces of Ocean, 15 Nereid, earnest-eyed, in wonderous admiration. Then, not after again, saw ever mortal unharmed Sea-born Nymphs unveil limbs flushing naked about them. Stark to the nursing breasts from foam and billow arising. Then, so stories avow, burn'd Peleus hotly to Thetis, 20 Then to a mortal lover abode not Thetis unheeding, Then did a father agree Peleus with Thetis unite him. O in an aureat hour, O born in bounteous ages, God-sprung heroes, hail: hail, mother of all benediction, You my song shall address, you melodies everlasting. 25 Thee most chiefly, supreme in glory of heavenly bridal, Peleus, stately defence of Thessaly. Iuppiter even Gave thee his own fair love, thy mortal pleasure approving. Thee could Thetis inarm, most beauteous Ocean-daughter? Tethys adopt thee, her own dear grandchild's wooer usurping? 30 Ocean, who earth's vast globe with a watery girdle inorbeth? When the delectable hour those days did fully determine, Straightway then in crowds all Thessaly flock'd to the palace, Thronging hosts uncounted, a company joyous approaching. Many a gift they carry, delight their faces illumines. 35 Left is Scyros afar, and Phthia's bowery Tempe, Vacant Crannon's homes, unvisited high Larisa, Towards Pharsalia's halls, Pharsalia's only they hie them. Bides no tiller afield; necks soften of oxen in idlesse; Feel not a prong'd crook'd hoe lush vines all weedily trailing; 40 Tears no steer deep clods with a downward coulter unearthed; Prunes no hedger's bill broad-verging verdurous arbours; Steals a deforming rust on ploughs left rankly to moulder. But that sovran abode, each sumptuous inly retiring Chamber, aflame with gold, with silver is all resplendent; 45 Thrones gleam ivory-white; cup-crown'd blaze brightly the tables; All the domain with treasure of empery gaudily flushes. There, set deeply within the remotest centre, a bridal Bed doth a goddess inarm; smooth ivory glossy from Indies, Robed in roseate hues, rich seashells' purple adorning. 50 It was a broidery freak'd with tissue of images olden, One whose curious art did blazon valour of heroes. Gazing forth from a beach of Dia the billow-resounding, Look'd on a vanish'd fleet, on Theseus quickly departing, Restless in unquell'd passion, a feverous heart, Ariadne. 55 Scarcely her eyes yet seem their seeming clearly to vision. You might guess that arous'd from slumber's drowsy betrayal, Sand-engirded, alone, then first she knew desolation. He the betrayer—his oars with fugitive hurry the waters Beat, each promise of old to the winds given idly to bear them. 60 Him from amid shore-weeds doth Minos' daughter, in anguish Rigid, a Bacchant-form, dim-gazing stonily follow, Stonily still, wave-tost on a sea of troublous affliction. Holds not her yellow locks the tiara's feathery tissue; Veils not her hidden breast light brede of drapery woven; 65 Binds not a cincture smooth her bosom's orbed emotion. Widely from each fair limb that footward-fallen apparel Drifts its lady before, in billowy salt loose-playing. Not for silky tiara nor amice gustily floating Recks she at all any more; thee, Theseus, ever her earnest 70 Heart, all clinging thought, all chained fancy requireth. Ah unfortunate! whom with miseries ever crazing, Thorns in her heart deep planted, affray'd Erycina to madness, From that earlier hour, when fierce for victory Theseus Started alert from a beach deep-inleted of Piræus, 75 Gain'd Gortyna's abode, injurious halls of oppression. Once, 'tis sung in stories, a dire distemper atoning Death of an ill-blest prince, Androgeos, angrily slaughter'd, Taxed of her youthful array, her maidenly bloom fresh-glowing, Feast to the monster bull, Cecropia, ransom-laden. 80 Then, when a plague so deadly, the garrison undermining, Spent that slender city, his Athens dearly to rescue, Sooner life Theseus and precious body did offer, Ere his country to Crete freight corpses, a life in seeming. So with a ship fast-fleeted, a gale blown gently behind him, 85 Push'd he his onward journey to Minos' haughty dominion. Him for very delight when a virgin fondly desiring Gazed on, a royal virgin, in odours silkily nestled, Pure from a maiden's couch, from a mother's pillowy bosom, Like some myrtle, anear Eurotas' water arising, 90 Like earth's myriad hues, spring's progeny, rais'd to the breezes; Droop'd not her eyes their gaze unquenchable, ever-burning Save when in each charm'd limb to the depths enfolded, a sudden Flame blazed hotly within her, in all her marrow abiding. O thou cruel of heart, thou madding worker of anguish, 95 Boy immortal, of whom joy springs with misery blending, Yea, thou queen of Golgi, of Idaly leaf-embower'd, O'er what a fire love-lit, what billows wearily tossing, Drave ye the maid, for a guest so sunnily lock'd deep sighing. What most dismal alarms her swooning fancy did echo! 100 Oft what a sallower hue than gold's cold glitter upon her! Whiles, heart-hungry in arms that monster deadly to combat, Theseus drew towards death or victory, guerdon of honour. Yet not lost the devotion, or offer'd idly the virgin's Gifts, as her unvoic'd lips breathed incense faintly to heaven. 105 As on Taurus aloft some oak agitatedly waving Tosses his arms, or a pine cone-mantled, oozily rinded, When as his huge gnarled trunk in furious eddies a whirlwind Riving wresteth amain; down falleth he, upward hoven, Falleth on earth; far, near, all crackles brittle around him, 110 So to the ground Theseus his fallen foeman abasing, Slew, that his horned front toss'd vainly, a sport to the breezes. Thence in safety, a victor, in height of glory returned, Guiding errant feet to a thread's impalpable order. Lest, upon egress bent thro' tortuous aisles labyrinthine, 115 Walls of blindness, a maze unravell'd ever, elude him. Yet, for again I come to the former story, beseems not Linger on all done there; how left that daughter a gazing Father, a sister's arms, her mother woefully clinging, Mother, who o'er that child moan'd desperate, all heart-broken; 120 How not in home that maid, in Theseus only delighted; How her ship on a shore of foaming Dia did harbour; How, when her eyes lay bound in slumber's shadowy prison, He forsook, forgot her, a wooer traitorous-hearted: Oft, say stories, at heart with frenzied fantasy burning, 125 Pour'd she, a deep-wrung breast, clear-ringing cries of oppression; Sometimes mournfully clomb to the mountain's rugged ascension, Straining thence her vision across wide surges of ocean; Now to the brine ran forth, upsplashing freshly to meet her, Lifting raiment fine her thighs which softly did open; 130 Last, when sorrow had end, these words thus spake she lamenting, While from a mouth tear-stain'd chill sobs gushed dolorous ever. 'Look, is it here, false heart, that rapt from country, from altar, Household altar ashore, I wander, falsely deserted? Ah! is it hence, Theseus, that against high heaven a traitor 135 Homeward thou thy vileness, alas thy perjury bearest? Might not a thought, one thought, thy cruel counsel abating Sway thee tender? at heart rose no compassion or any Mercy, to bend thy soul, or me for pity deliver? Yet not this thy promise of old, thy dearly remembered 140 Voice, not these the delights thou bad'st thy poor one inherit; Nay, but wedlock happy, but envied joy hymeneal; All now melted in air, with a light wind emptily fleeting. Let not a woman trust, since that first treason, a lover's Desperate oath, none hope true lover's promise is earnest. 145 They, while fondly to win their amorous humour essayeth, Fear no covetous oath, all false free promises heed not; They if once lewd pleasure attain unruly possession, Lo they fear not promise, of oath or perjury reck not. Yet indeed, yet I, when floods of death were around thee, 150 Set thee on high, did rather a brother choose to defend not, Ere I, in hate's last hour, false heart, fail'd thee to deliver. Now, for a goodly reward, to the beasts they give me, the flying Fowls; no handful of earth shall bury me, pass'd to the shadows. What grim lioness yeaned thee, aneath what rock's desolation? 155 What wild sea did bear, what billows foamy regorged thee? Seething sand, or Scylla the snare, or lonely Charybdis? If for a life's dear joy comes back such only requital? Hadst not a will with spousal an honour'd wife to receive me? Awed thee a father stern, cross age's churlish avising? 160 Yet to your household thou, your kindred palaces olden, Might'st have led me, to wait, joy-filled, a retainer upon thee, Now in waters clear thy feet like ivory laving, Clothing now thy bed with crimson's gorgeous apparel. Yet to the brutish winds why moan I longer unheeded, 165 Crazy with an ill wrong? They senseless, voiceless, inhuman Utter'd cry they hear not, in answers hollow reply not. He rides far already, the mid sea's boundary cleaving, Strays no mortal along these weeds stretched lonely about me. Thus to my utmost need chance, spitefuller injury dealing, 170 Grudges an ear, where yet might lamentation have entry. Jove, almighty, supreme, O would that never in early Time on Gnossian earth great Cecrops' navies had harbour'd, Ne'er to that unquell'd bull with a ransom of horror atoning, Moor'd on Crete his cable a shipman's wily dishonour. 175 Never in youth's fair shape such ruthless stratagem hiding He, that vile one, a guest found with us a safe habitation. Whither flee then afar? what hope, poor lost one, upholds thee? Mountains Idomenean? alas, broad surges of ocean Part us, a rough rude space of flowing water, asunder. 180 Trust in a father's help? how trust, whom darkly deserting, Him I turned to alone, my brother's bloody defier? Nay, but a loyal lover, a hand pledg'd surely, shall ease me. Surely; for o'er wide water his oars move flexibly fleeting. Also a desert lies this region, a tenantless island, 185 Nowhere open way, seas splash in circle around me, Nowhere flight, no glimmer of hope; all mournfully silent, Loneliness all, all points me to death, death only remaining. Yet these luminous orbs shall sink not feebly to darkness, Yet from grief-worn limbs shall feeling wholly depart not, 190 Till to the gods I cry, the betrayed, for justice on evil, Sue for life's last mercy the great federation of heaven. Then, O sworn to requite man's evil wrathfully, Powers Gracious, on whose grim brows, with viper tresses inorbed, Looks red-breathing forth your bosom's feverous anger; 195 Now, yea now come surely, to these loud miseries harken, All I cry, the afflicted, of inmost marrow arising, Desolate, hot with pain, with blinding fury bewilder'd. Yet, for of heart they spring, grief's children truly begotten, Verily, Gods, these moans you will not idly to perish. 200 But with counsel of evil as he forsook me deceiving, Death to his house, to his heart, bring also counsel of evil. When from an anguish'd heart these words stream'd sorrowful upwards, Words which on iron deeds did sue for deadly requital, Bow'd with a nod of assent almighty the ruler of heaven. 205 With that dreadful motion aneath earth's hollow, the ruffled Ocean shook, and stormy the stars 'gan tremble in ether. Thereto his heart thick-sown with blindness cloudily dark'ning, Thought not of all those words, Theseus, from memory fallen, Words which his heedful soul had kept immovable ever. 210 Nor to his eager sire fair token of happy returning Rais'd, when his eyes safe-sighted Erectheus' populous haven. Once, so stories tell, when Pallas' city behind him Leaving, Theseus' fleet to the winds given hopefully parted, Clasping then his son spake Aegeus, straitly commanding. 215 Son, mine only delight, than life more lovely to gaze on, Son, whom needs it faints me to launch full-tided on hazards, Whom my winter of years hath laid so lately before me: Since my fate unkindly, thy own fierce valour unheeding, Needs must wrest thee away, ere yet these dimly-lit eye-balls 220 Feed to the full on thee, thy worshipt body beholding; Neither in exultation of heart I send thee a-warring; Nor to the fight shalt bear fair fortune's happier earnest; Rather, first in cries mine heart shall lighten her anguish, When greylocks I sully with earth, with sprinkle of ashes; 225 Next to the swaying mast shall a sail hang duskily swinging; So this grief, mine own, this burning sorrow within me, Want not a sign, dark shrouds of Iberia, sombre as iron. Then, if haply the queen, lone ranger on haunted Itonus, Pleas'd to defend our people, Erectheus' safe habitations, 230 Frown not, allow thine hand that bull all redly to slaughter, Look that warily then deep-laid in steady remembrance, These our words grow greenly, nor age move on to deface them; Soon as on home's fair hills thine eyes shall signal a welcome, See that on each straight yard down droop their funeral housings, 235 Whitely the tight-strung cordage a sparkling canvas aloft swing, Which to behold straightway with joy shall cheer me, with inward Joy, when a prosperous hour shall bring to thee happy returning. So for a while that charge did Theseus faithfully cherish. Last, it melted away, as a cloud which riven in ether 240 Breaks to the blast, high peak and spire snow-silvery leaving. But from a rock's wall'd eyrie the father wistfully gazing, Father whose eyes, care-dimm'd, wore hourly for ever a-weeping, Scarcely the wind-puff'd sail from afar 'gan darken upon him, Down the precipitous heights headlong his body he hurried, 245 Deeming Theseus surely by hateful destiny taken. So to a dim death-palace, alert from victory, Theseus Came, what bitter sorrow to Minos' daughter his evil Perjury gave, himself with an even sorrow atoning. She, as his onward keel still moved, still mournfully follow'd; 250 Passion-stricken, her heart a tumultuous image of ocean. Also upon that couch, flush'd youthfully, breathless Iacchus Roam'd with a Satyr-band, with Nisa-begot Sileni; Seeking thee, Ariadna, aflame thy beauty to ravish. Wildly behind they rushed and wildly before to the folly, 255 Euhoe rav'd, Euhoe with fanatic heads gyrated; Some in womanish hands shook rods cone-wreathed above them, Some from a mangled steer toss'd flesh yet gorily streaming; Some girt round them in orbs, snakes gordian, intertwining; Some with caskets deep did blazon mystical emblems, 260 Emblems muffled darkly, nor heard of spirit unholy. Part with a slender palm taborines beat merrily jangling; Now with a cymbal slim would a sharp shrill tinkle awaken; Often a trumpeter horn blew murmurous, hoarsely resounding. Rose on pipes barbaric a jarring music of horror. 265 Such, wrought rarely, the shapes this quilt did richly apparel, Where to the couch close-clasped it hung thick veils of adorning. So to the full heart-sated of all their curious eying, Thessaly's youth gave place to the Gods high-throned in heaven. As, when dawn is awake, light Zephyrus even-breathing 270 Brushes a sleeping sea, which slant-wise curved in edges Breaks, while mounts Aurora the sun's high journey to welcome; They, first smitten faintly by his most airy caressing, Move slow on, light surges a plashing silvery laughter; Soon with a waxing wind they crowd them apace, thick-fleeting, 275 Swim in a rose-red glow and far off sparkle in Ocean; So thro' column'd porch and chambers sumptuous hieing, Thither or hither away, that company stream'd, home-wending. First from Pelion height, when they were duly departed, Chiron came, in his hand green gifts of flowery forest. 280 All that on earth's leas blooms, what blossoms Thessaly nursing Breeds on mountainous heights, what near each showery river Swells to the warm west-wind, in gales of foison alighting; These did his own hands bear in girlonds twined of all hues, That to the perfume sweet for joy laugh'd gaily the palace. 285 Follow'd straight Penios, awhile his bowery Tempe, Tempe, shrined around in shadowy woods o'erhanging, Left to the bare-limb'd maids Magnesian, airily ranging. No scant carrier he; tall root-torn beeches his heavy Burden, bays stemm'd stately, in heights exalted ascending. 290 Thereto the nodding plane, and that lithe sister of youthful Phaethon flame-enwrapt, and cypress in air upspringing: These in breadths inwoven he heap'd close-twin'd to the palace, Whereto the porch wox green, with soft leaves canopied over. Him did follow anear, deep heart and wily, Prometheus, 295 Scarr'd and wearing yet dim traces of early dishonour, All which of old his body to flint fast-welded in iron, Bore and dearly abied, on slippery crags suspended. Last with his awful spouse, with children goodly, the sovran Father approach'd; thou, Phoebus, alone, his warder in heaven, 300 Left, with that dear sister, on Idrus ranger eternal. Peleus sister alike and brother in high misprision Held, nor lifted a torch when Thetis wedded at even. So when on ivory thrones they rested, snowily gleaming, Many a feast high-pil'd did load each table about them; 305 Whiles to a tremor of age their gray infirmity rocking, Busy began that chant which speaketh surely the Parcae. Round them a folding robe their weak limbs aguish hiding, Fell bright-white to the feet, with a purple border of issue. Wreaths sat on each hoar crown, whose snows flush'd rosy beneath them; 310 Still each hand fulfilled its pious labour eternal. Singly the left upbore in wool soft-hooded a distaff, Whereto the right large threads down drawing deftly, with upturn'd Fingers shap'd them anew; then thumbs earth-pointed in even Balance twisted a spindle on orb'd wheels smoothly rotating. 315 So clear'd softly between and tooth-nipt even it ever Onward moved; still clung on wan lips, sodden as ashes, Shreds all woolly from out that soft smooth surface arisen. Lastly before their feet lay fells, white, fleecy, refulgent, Warily guarded they in baskets woven of osier. 320 They, as on each light tuft their voice smote louder approaching, Pour'd grave inspiration, a prophet chant to the future, Chant which an after-time shall tax of vanity never. O in valorous acts thy wondrous glory renewing, Rich Aemathia's arm, great sire of a goodlier issue, 325 Hark on a joyous day what prophet-story the sisters Open surely to thee; and you, what followeth after, Guide to a long-drawn thread and run with destiny, spindles. Soon shall approach, and bear the delight long-wish'd for of husbands, Hesper, a bride shall approach in starlight happy presented, 330 Softly to sway thy soul in love's completion abiding, Soon in a trance with thee of slumber dreamy to mingle, Making smooth round arms thy clasp'd throat sinewy pillow. Trail ye a long-drawn thread and run with destiny, spindles. Never hath house closed yet o'er loves so blissful uniting, 335 Never love so well his children in harmony knitten, So as Thetis agrees, as Peleus bendeth according. Trail ye a long-drawn thread and run with destiny, spindles. You shall a son see born that knows not terror, Achilles, One whose back no foe, whose front each knoweth in onset; 340 Often a conqueror, he, where feet course swiftly together, Steps of a fire-fleet doe shall leave in his hurry behind him. Trail ye a long-drawn thread and run with destiny, spindles. Him to resist in war, no champion hero ariseth, Then on Phrygian earth when carnage Trojan is utter'd; 345 Then when a long sad strife shall Troy's crown'd city beleaguer, Waste her a third false heir from Pelops wary descending. Trail ye a long-drawn thread and run with destiny, spindles. His unmatchable acts, his deeds of glorious honour, Oft shall mothers speak o'er sons untimely departed; 350 While from crowns earth-bow'd fall loosen'd silvery tresses, Beat on shrivell'd breasts weak palms their dusky defacing. Trail ye a long-drawn thread and run with destiny, spindles. As some labourer ears close-cluster'd lustily lopping, Under a flaming sun, mows fields ripe-yellow in harvest, So, in fury of heart, shall death's stern reaper, Achilles, 355 Charge Troy's children afield and fell them grimly with iron. Trail ye a long-drawn thread and run with destiny, spindles. Deeds of such high glory Scamander's river avoucheth, Hurried in eddies afar thro' boisterous Hellespontus; Then when a slaughter'd heap his pathway watery choking, 360 Brimmeth a warm red tide and blood with water allieth. Trail ye a long-drawn thread and run with destiny, spindles. Voucher of him last riseth a prey untimely devoted E'en to the tomb, which mounded in heaps, high, spherical, earthen, Grants to the snow-white limbs, to the stricken maiden a welcome. 365 Trail ye a long-drawn thread and run with destiny, spindles. Scarcely the war-worn Greeks shall win such favour of heaven, Neptune's bonds of stone from Dardan city to loosen, Dankly that high-heav'd grave shall gory Polyxena crimson. She as a lamb falls smitten a twin-edg'd falchion under, 370 Boweth on earth weak knees, her limbs down flingeth unheeding. Trail ye a long-drawn thread and run with destiny, spindles. Up then, fair paramours, in fond love happily mingle. Now in blessed treaty the bridegroom welcome a goddess; Now give a bride long-veil'd to her husband's passionate yearning. 375 Trail ye a long-drawn thread and run with destiny, spindles. Her when duly the nurse with day-light early revisits, Necklace of yester-night—she shall not clasp it about her. Trail ye a long-drawn thread and run with destiny, spindles. Nor shall a mother fond, o'er brawls unlovely dishearten'd, 380 Lay her alone, or cease the delight of children awaiting. Trail ye a long-drawn thread and run with destiny, spindles. In such prelude old, such good-night ditty to Peleus, Sang their deep divination, ineffable, holy, the Parcae. Such as in ages past, upon houses godly descending, 385 Houses of heroes came, in mortal company present, Gods high-throned in heaven, while yet was worship in honour. Often a sovran Jove, in his own bright temple appearing, Yearly, whene'er his day did rites ceremonial usher, Gazed on an hundred slain, on strong bulls heavily falling. 390 Often on high Parnassus a roving Liber in hurried Frenzy the Thyiads drave, their locks blown loosely, before him. While all Delphi's city in eager jealousy trooping, Blithely receiv'd their god on fuming festival altars. Mavors often amidst encounter mortal of armies, 395 Streaming Triton's queen, or maid Ramnusian awful, Stood in body before them, a fainting host to deliver. Only when heinous sin earth's wholesome purity blasted, When from covetous hearts fled justice sadly retreating, Then did a brother his hands dye deep in blood of a brother, 400 Lightly the son forgat his parents' piteous ashes. Lightly the son's young grave his father pray'd for, an unwed Maiden, a step-dame fair in freer luxury clasping. Then did mother unholy to son that knew not abase her, Shamefully, fear'd not unholy the blessed dead to dishonour. 405 Human, inhuman alike, in wayward infamy blending, Turned far from us away that righteous counsel of heaven. Therefore proudly the Gods such sinful company view not, Bear not day-light clear upon immortality breathing.
LXV.
Though, outworn with sorrow, with hours of torturous anguish, Ortalus, I no more tarry the Muses among; Though from a fancy deprest fair blooms of poesy budding Rise not at all; such grief rocks me, uneasily stirr'd: 5 Coldly but even now mine own dear brother in ebbing Lethe his ice-wan feet laveth, a shadowy ghost. He whom Troy's deep bosom, a shore Rhoetean above him, Rudely denies these eyes, heavily crushes in earth. Ah! no more to address thee, or hear thy kindly replying, 10 Brother! O e'en than life round me delightfuller yet, Ne'er to behold thee again! Still love shall fail not alone in Fancy to muse death's dark elegy, closely to weep. Closely as under boughs of dimmest shadow the pensive Daulian ever moans Itys in agony slain. 15 Yet mid such desolation a verse I tender of ancient Battiades, new-drest, Ortalus, wholly for you. Lest to the roving winds these words all idly deliver'd, Seem too soon from a frail memory fallen away. E'en as a furtive gift, sent, some love-apple, a-wooing, 20 Leaps from breast of a coy maiden, a canopy pure; There forgotten alas, mid vestments silky reposing,— Soon as a mother's step starts her, it hurleth adown: Straight to the ground, dash'd forth ungently, the gift shoots headlong; She in tell-tale cheeks glows a disorderly shame.
LXVI.
He whose glance scann'd clearly the lights uncounted of ether, Found when arises a star, sinks in his haven again, How yon eclipsed sun glares luminous obscuration, How in seasons due vanishes orb upon orb; 5 How 'neath Latmian heights fair Trivia stealthily banish'd Falls, from her upward path lured by a lover awhile; That same sage, that Conon, a lock of great Berenice Saw me, in heavenly-bright deification afar Lustrous, a gleaming glory; to gods full many devoted, 10 Whiles she her arms in prayer lifted, as ivory smooth; In that glorious hour when, flush'd with a new hymeneal, Hotly the King to deface outer Assyria sped, Bearing ensigns sweet of that soft struggle a night brings, When from a virgin's arms spoils he had happily won. 15 Stands it an edict true that brides hate Venus? or ever Falsely the parents' joy dashes a showery tear, When to the nuptial door they come in rainy beteeming? Now to the Gods I swear, tears be hypocrisy then. So mine own queen taught me in all her weary lamentings, 20 Whiles her bridegroom bold set to the battle a face. What? for an husband lost thou weptst not gloomily lying? Rather a brother dear, forced for a while to depart? This, when love's sharp grief was gnawing inly to waste thee! Ah poor wife! whose soul steep'd in unhappiness all, 25 Fell from reason away, nor abode thy senses! A nobler Spirit had I erewhile known thee, a fiery child. Pass'd that deed forgotten, a royal wooer had earn'd thee? Deed that braver none ventureth ever again? Yet what sorrow to lose thy lord, what murmur of anguish! 30 Jove, how rain'd those tears brush'd from a passionate eye! Who is this could wean thee, a God so mighty, to falter? May not a lover live from the beloved afar? Then for a spouse so goodly, before each spirit of heaven, Me thou vowd'st, with slain oxen, a vast hecatomb, 35 Home if again he alighted. Awhile and Asia crouching Humbly to Egypt's realm added a boundary new; I, in starry return to the ranks dedicated of heaven, Debt of an ancient vow sum in a bounty to-day. Full of sorrow was I, fair queen, thy brows to abandon, 40 Full of sorrow; in oath answer, adorable head. Evil on him that oath who sweareth falsely soever! Yet in a strife with steel who can a victory claim? Steel could a mountain abase, no loftier any thro' heaven's Cupola Thia's child lifteth his axle above, 45 Then, when a new-born sea rose Mede-uplifted; in Athos' Centre his ocean-fleet floated a barbarous host. What shall a weak tress do, when powers so mighty resist not? Jove! may Chalybes all perish, a people accurst, Perish who earth's hid veins first labour'd dimly to quarry, 50 Clench'd in a molten mass iron, a ruffian heart! Scarcely the sister-locks were parted dolefully weeping, Straight that brother of young Memnon, in Africa born, Came, and shook thro' heaven his pennons oary, before me, Winged, a queen's proud steed, Locrian Arsinoë. 55 So flew with me aloft thro' darkening shadow of heaven, There to a god's pure breast laid me, to Venus's arms. Him Zephyritis' self had sent to the task, her servant, She from realms of Greece borne to Canopus of yore. There, that at heav'n's high porch, not one sole crown, Ariadne's, 60 Golden above those brows Ismaros' youth did adore, Starry should hang, set alone; but luminous I might glisten, Vow'd to the Gods, bright spoil won from an aureat head; While to the skies I clomb still ocean-dewy, the Goddess Placed me amid star-spheres primal, a glory to be. 65 Close to the Virgin bright, to the Lion sulkily gleaming, Nigh Callisto, a cold child Lycaonian, I Wheel obliquely to set, and guide yon tardy Bootes Where scarce late his car dewy descends to the sea. Yet tho' nightly the Gods' immortal steps be above me, 70 Tho' to the white waves dawn gives me, to Tethys, again; (Maid of Ramnus, a grace I here implore thee, if any Word should offend; so much cannot a terror alarm, I should veil aught true; not tho' with clamorous uproar Rend me the stars; I speak verities hidden at heart): 75 Lightly for all I reck, so more I sorrow to part me Sadly from her I serve, part me forever away. With her, a virgin as yet, I quaff'd no sumptuous essence; With her, a bride, I drain'd many a prodigal oil. Now, O you whom gladly the marriage cresset uniteth, 80 See to the bridegroom fond yield ye not amorous arms, Throw not back your robes, nor bare your bosom assenting, Save from an onyx stream sweetness, a bounty to me. Yours, in a loyal bed which seek love's privilege, only; Yieldeth her any to bear loathed adultery's yoke, 85 Vile her gifts, and lightly the dust shall drink them unheeding. Not of vile I seek gifts, nor of infamous, I. Rather, O unstain'd brides, may concord tarry for ever With ye at home, may love with ye for ever abide. Thou, fair queen, to the stars if looking haply, to Venus 90 Lights thou kindle on eves festal of high sacrifice, Leave me the lock, thine own, nor blood nor bounty requiring. Rather a largesse fair pay to me, envy me not. Stars dash blindly in one! so might I glitter a royal Tress, let Orion glow next to Aquarius' urn.
LXVII.
CATULLUS.
O to the goodman fair, O welcome alike to the father, Hail, and Jove's kind grace shower his help upon you! Door, that of old, men say, wrought Balbus ready obeisance, Once, when his home, time was, lodged him, a master in years; 5 Door, that again, men say, grudg'd aught but a spiteful obeisance, Soon as a corpse outstretch'd starkly declar'd you a bride. Come, speak truly to me; what shameful rumour avouches Duty of years forsworn, honour in injury lost?
DOOR.
So be the tenant new, Caecilius, happy to own me, 10 I'm not guilty, for all jealousy says it is I. Never a fault was mine, nor man shall whisper it ever; Only, my friend, your mob's noisy "The door is a rogue." Comes to the light some mischief, a deed uncivil arising, Loudly to me shout all, "Door, you are wholly to blame."
CATULLUS.
15 'Tis not enough so merely to say, so think to decide it. Better, who wills should feel, see it, who wills, to be true.
DOOR.
How then? if here none asks, nor labours any to know it.
CATULLUS.
Nay, I ask it; away scruple; your hearer is I.
DOOR.
First, what rumour avers, they gave her to us a virgin— 20 They lie on her. A light lady! be sure, not alone Clipp'd her an husband first; weak stalk from a garden, a pointless Falchion, a heart did ne'er fully to courage awake. No; to the son's own bed, 'tis said, that father ascended, Vilely; with act impure stain'd the facinorous house. 25 Whether a blind fierce lust in his heart burnt sinfully flaming, Or that inert that son's vigour, amort to delight, Needed a sturdier arm, that franker quality somewhere, Looser of youth's fast-bound girdle, a virgin as yet.
CATULLUS.
Truly a noble father, a glorious act of affection! 30 Thus in a son's kind sheets lewdly to puddle, his own.
DOOR.
Yet not alone of this, her crag Chinaean abiding Under, a watch-tower set warily, Brixia tells, Brixia, trails whereby his waters Mella the golden, Mother of her, mine own city, Verona the fair. 35 Add Postumius yet, Cornelius also, a twice-told Folly, with whom our light mistress adultery knew. Asks some questioner here "What? a door, yet privy to lewdness? You, from your owner's gate never a minute away? Strange to the talk o' the town? since here, stout timber above you, 40 Hung to the beam, you shut mutely or open again." Many a shameful time I heard her stealthy profession, While to the maids her guilt softly she hinted alone. Spoke unabash'd her amours and named them singly, opining Haply an ear to record fail'd me, a voice to reveal. 45 There was another; enough; his name I gladly dissemble; Lest his lifted brows blush a disorderly rage. Sir, 'twas a long lean suitor; a process huge had assail'd him; 'Twas for a pregnant womb falsely declar'd to be true.
LXVIII.
If, when fortune's wrong with bitter misery whelms thee, Thou thy sad tear-scrawl'd letter, a mark to the storm, Send'st, and bid'st me to succour a stranded seaman of Ocean, Toss'd in foam, from death's door to return thee again; 5 Whom nor softly to rest love's tender sanctity suffers, Lost on a couch of lone slumber, unhappily lain; Nor with melody sweet of poets hoary the Muses Cheer, while worn with grief nightly the soul is awake: Well-contented am I, that thou thy friendship avowest, 10 Ask'st the delights of love from me, the pleasure of hymns; Yet lest all unnoted a kindred story bely thee, Deeming, Mallius, I calls of humanity shun; Hear what a grief is mine, what storm of destiny whelms me. Cease to demand of a soul's misery joy's sacrifice. 15 Once, what time white robes of manhood first did array me, Whiles in jollity life sported a spring holiday, Youth ran riot enow; right well she knows me, the Goddess, She whose honey delights blend with a bitter annoy. Henceforth dies sweet pleasure, in anguish lost of a brother's 20 Funeral. O poor soul, brother, O heavily ta'en, You all happier hours, you, dying brother, effaced; All our house lies low mournfully buried in you; Quench'd untimely with you joy waits not ever a morrow, Joy which alive your love's bounty fed hour upon hour; 25 Now, since thou liest dead, heart-banish'd wholly desert me Vanities all, each gay freak of a riotous heart. How then obey? You write 'Let not Verona, Catullus, Stay thee, if here each proud quality, Rome's eminence, Freely the light limbs warms thou leavest coldly to languish,' 30 Infamy lies not there, Mallius, only regret. So forgive me, if I, whom grief so rudely bereaveth, Deal not a joy myself know not, a beggar in all. Books—if they're but scanty, a store full meagre, around me, Rome is alone my life's centre, a mansion of home, 35 Rome my abode, house, hearth; there wanes and waxes a life's span; Hither of all those choice cases attends me but one. Therefore deem not thou aught spiteful bids me deny thee; Say not 'his heart is false, haply, to jealousy leans,' If nor books I send nor flatter sorrow to silence. 40 Trust me, were either mine, either unask'd should appear. Goddesses, hide I may not in how great trial upheld me Allius, how no faint charities held me to life. Nor shall time borne fleetly nor years' oblivion ever Make such zeal to the night fade, to the darkness, away. 45 As from me you learn it, of you shall many a thousand Learn it again. Grow old, scroll, to declare it anew. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 50 So to the dead increase honour in year upon year. Nor to the spider, aloft her silk-slight flimsiness hanging, (50) Allius aye unswept moulder, a memory dim. Well you wot, how sore the deceit Amathusia wrought me, Well what a thing in love's treachery made me to fall; 55 Ready to burst in flame, as burn Trinacrian embers, Burn near Thermopylae's Oeta the fiery springs. (55) Sad, these piteous eyes did waste all wearily weeping, Sad, these cheeks did rain ceaseless a showery woe. Wakeful, as hill-born brook, which, afar off silvery gleaming, 60 O'er his moss-grown crags leaps with a tumble adown; Brook which awhile headlong o'er steep and valley descending, (60) Crosses anon wide ways populous, hastes to the street; Cheerer in heats o' the sun to the wanderer heavily fuming, Under a drought, when fields swelter agape to the sky. 65 Then as tossing shipmen amid black surges of Ocean, See some prosperous air gently to calm them arise, (65) Safe thro' Pollux' aid or Castor, alike entreated; Mallius e'en such help brought me, a warder of harm. He in a closed field gave scope of liberal entry; 70 Gave me an house of love, gave me the lady within, Busily there to renew love's even duty together; (70) Thither afoot mine own mistress, a deity bright, Came, and planted firm her sole most sunny; beneath her Lightly the polish'd floor creak'd to the sandal again. 75 So with passion aflame came wistful Laodamia Into her husband's home, Protesilaus, of yore; (75) Home o'er-lightly begun, ere slaughter'd victim atoning Waited of heaven's high-thron'd company grace to agree. Nought be to me so dear, O Maid Ramnusian, ever, 80 I should against that law match me with opposite, I. Bloodless of high sacrifice, how thirsts each desolate altar! (80) This, when her husband fell, Laodamia did heed, Rapt from a bridegroom new, from his arms forced early to part her. Early; for hardly the first winter, another again, 85 Yet in many a night's long dream had sated her yearning, So that love might wear cheerly, the master away; (85) Which not long should abide, so presag'd surely the Parcae, If to the wars her lord hurry, for Ilion arm. Now to revenge fair Helen, had Argos' chiefs, her puissance, 90 Set them afield; for Troy rous'd them, a cry not of home, Troy, dark death universal, of Asia grave and Europe, (90) Altar of heroes Troy, Troy of heroical acts, Now to my own dear brother abhorred worker of ancient Death. Ah woeful soul, brother, unhappily lost, 95 Ah fair light unblest, in darkness sadly receding, All our house lies low, brother, inearthed in you, (95) Quench'd untimely with you, joy waits not ever a morrow, Joy which alive your love's bounty fed hour upon hour. Now on a distant shore, no kind mortality near him, 100 Far all household love, every familiar urn, Tomb'd in Troy the malign, in Troy the unholy reposing, (100) Strangely the land's last verge holds him, a dungeon of earth. Thither in haste all Greece, one armed people assembling, Flock'd on an ancient day, left the recesses of home, 105 Lest in a safe content, unreach'd, his stolen adultress. Paris inarm, in soft luxury quietly lain. (105) E'en such chance, fair queen, such misery, Laodamia, Brought thee a loss as life precious, as heavenly breath. Loss of a bridegroom dear; such whirling passion in eddies 110 Suck'd thee adown, so drew sheer to a sudden abyss, Deep as Graian abyss near Pheneos o'er Cyllene, (110) Strainer of ooze impure milk'd from a watery fen; Hewn, so stories avouch, in a mountain's kernel; an hero Hew'd it, falsely declar'd Amphytrionian, he, 115 When those monster birds near grim Stymphalus his arrow Smote to the death; such task bade him a dastardly lord. (115) So that another God might tread that portal of heaven Freely, nor Hebe fair wither a chaste eremite. Yet than abyss more deep thy love, thy depth of emotion; 120 Love which school'd thy lord, made of a master a thrall. Not to a grandsire old so priz'd, so lovely the grandson (120) One dear daughter alone rears i' the soft of his years; He, long-wish'd for, an heir of wealth ancestral arriving,— Scarcely the tablets' marge holds him, a name to the will, 125 Straight all hopes laugh'd down, each baffled kinsman usurping Leaves to repose white hairs, stretches, a vulture, away; (125) Not in her own fond mate so turtle snowy delighteth, Tho' unabash'd, 'tis said, she the voluptuous hours Snatches a thousand kisses, in amorous extasy biting. 130 Yet, more lightly than all ranges a womanly will. Great their love, their frenzy; but all their frenzy before thee (130) Fail'd, once clasp'd thy lord splendid in aureat hair. Worthy in all or part thee, Laodamia, to rival, Sought me my own sweet love, journey'd awhile to my arms. 135 Round her playing oft ran Cupid thither or hither, Lustrous, array'd in bright broidery, saffron of hue. (135) What, to Catullus alone if a wayward fancy resort not? Must I pale for a stray frailty, the shame of an hour? Nay; lest all too much such jealous folly provoke her. 140 Juno's self, a supreme glory celestial, oft Crushes her eager rage, in wedlock-injury flaring, (140) Knowing yet right well Jove, what a losel is he. Yet, for a man with Gods shall never lawfully match him . . . . . . . . . . 145 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 150 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 155 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 160 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Lift thy father, a weak burden, unholpen, abhorr'd. Not that a father's hand my love led to me, nor odours Wafted her home on rich airs, of Assyria born; 165 (145) Stealthy the gifts she gave me, a night unspeakable o'er us, Gifts from her husband's dreams verily stolen, his own. Then 'tis enough for me, if mine, mine only remaineth That one day, whose stone shines with an happier hue. So, it is all I can, take, Allius, answer, a little 170 (150) Verse to requite thy much friendship, a contrary boon. So your household names no rust nor seamy defacing Soil this day, that new morrow, the next to the last. Gifts full many to these heaven send as largely requiting, Gifts Themis ever wont deal to the pious of yore. 175 (155) Joys come plenty to thee, to thy own fair lady together, Come to that house of mirth, come to the lady within; Joy to the forward friend, our love's first fashioner, Anser, Author of all this fair history, founder of all. Lastly beyond them, above them, on her more lovely than even 180 (160) Life, my lady, for whose life it is happy to be.