Part 7 — CHARLES LAMB

I HAVE had playmates, I have had companions, In my days of childhood, in my joyful school-days— All, all are gone, the old familiar faces. I have been laughing, I have been carousing, Drinking late, sitting late, with my bosom cronies— All, all are gone, the old familiar faces. I loved a Love once, fairest among women: Closed are her doors on me, I must not see her— All, all are gone, the old familiar faces. I have a friend, a kinder friend has no man: Like an ingrate, I left my friend abruptly; Left him, to muse on the old familiar faces. Ghost-like I paced round the haunts of my childhood, Earth seem’d a desert I was bound to traverse, Seeking to find the old familiar faces. Friend of my bosom, thou more than a brother, Why wert not thou born in my father’s dwelling? So might we talk of the old familiar faces— How some they have died, and some they have left me, And some are taken from me; all are departed— All, all are gone, the old familiar faces.

WHEN maidens such as Hester die Their place ye may not well supply, Though ye among a thousand try With vain endeavour. A month or more hath she been dead, Yet cannot I by force be led To think upon the wormy bed And her together. A springy motion in her gait, A rising step, did indicate Of pride and joy no common rate, That flush’d her spirit: I know not by what name beside I shall it call: if ’twas not pride, It was a joy to that allied, She did inherit. Her parents held the Quaker rule, Which doth the human feeling cool; But she was train’d in Nature’s school; Nature had blest her. A waking eye, a prying mind; A heart that stirs, is hard to bind; A hawk’s keen sight ye cannot blind; Ye could not Hester. My sprightly neighbour! gone before To that unknown and silent shore, Shall we not meet, as heretofore, Some summer morning— When from thy cheerful eyes a ray Hath struck a bliss upon the day, A bliss that would not go away, A sweet forewarning?

I SAW where in the shroud did lurk A curious frame of Nature’s work; A floweret crush’d in the bud, A nameless piece of Babyhood, Was in her cradle-coffin lying; Extinct, with scarce the sense of dying: So soon to exchange the imprisoning womb For darker closets of the tomb! She did but ope an eye, and put A clear beam forth, then straight up shut For the long dark: ne’er more to see Through glasses of mortality. Riddle of destiny, who can show What thy short visit meant, or know What thy errand here below? Shall we say that Nature blind Check’d her hand, and changed her mind, Just when she had exactly wrought A finish’d pattern without fault? Could she flag, or could she tire, Or lack’d she the Promethean fire (With her nine moons’ long workings sicken’d) That should thy little limbs have quicken’d? Limbs so firm, they seem’d to assure Life of health, and days mature: Woman’s self in miniature! Limbs so fair, they might supply (Themselves now but cold imagery) The sculptor to make Beauty by. Or did the stern-eyed Fate descry That babe or mother, one must die; So in mercy left the stock And cut the branch; to save the shock Of young years widow’d, and the pain When single state comes back again To the lone man who, reft of wife, Thenceforward drags a maimèd life? The economy of Heaven is dark, And wisest clerks have miss’d the mark, Why human buds, like this, should fall, More brief than fly ephemeral That has his day; while shrivell’d crones Stiffen with age to stocks and stones; And crabbèd use the conscience sears In sinners of an hundred years. Mother’s prattle, mother’s kiss, Baby fond, thou ne’er wilt miss: Rites, which custom does impose, Silver bells, and baby clothes; Coral redder than those lips Which pale death did late eclipse; Music framed for infants’ glee, Whistle never tuned for thee; Though thou want’st not, thou shalt have them, Loving hearts were they which gave them. Let not one be missing; nurse, See them laid upon the hearse Of infant slain by doom perverse. Why should kings and nobles have Pictured trophies to their grave, And we, churls, to thee deny Thy pretty toys with thee to lie— A more harmless vanity?