HERSELF
Reading edition
WITH ILLUSTRATIONS

BOSTON AND NEW YORK HOUGHTON MIFFLIN COMPANY MDCCCCXVI
COPYRIGHT, 1915 AND 1916, BY THE CURTIS PUBLISHING COMPANY COPYRIGHT, 1916, BY GERALDINE FARRAR-TELLEGEN ALL RIGHTS RESERVED Published March 1916
A DEDICATION
In offering these little sketches of some of the interesting events that have helped shape a career now fairly familiar to the general public, it has not been my intention to weary the indulgent reader with a lengthy dissertation of literary pretension, or tiresome data resulting from the obvious and oft-recurring "I."
From out the storehouse of memory, impressions crystallized into form without regard to time or place, and it was more than a passing pleasure to jot them down at haphazard; in the quiet of my library, on the flying train, or again, beneath the witchery of California skies, I scribbled as the mood prompted, as I would converse with an interested and congenial listener.
It is not, perhaps, a New England characteristic to expand in affectionate eulogy for the satisfaction of a curious public, but the threads of these recollections are so closely interwoven with maternal love and devotion, that this volume would be incomplete without its rightful dedication to
MY MOTHER
G. F.
CONTENTS
I.My Life As a Child1
II.The Dramatic Impulse8
III.I Resolve To Sing "Carmen"18
IV.My First Days in My Dream World28
V.I Refuse To Sing at the Metropolitan36
VI.Paris42
VII.Germany: The Turning-Point50
VIII.Imperial Encouragement59
IX.On Tour; Monte Carlo and Stockholm68
X.My Fourth Season77
XI.Leaving Berlin84
XII.My First Appearance in New York89
XIII.Misunderstandings99
XIV.The Days I Now Enjoy108
ILLUSTRATIONS
"Columbia" (From a photograph by Ira L. Hill)Jacket illustration
Geraldine Farrar (From a recent photograph by Victor Georg)Frontispiece
Miss Farrar as a Little Girl in Melrose2
Mr. and Mrs. Sydney D. Farrar4
Miss Farrar and her First Singing Teacher, Mrs. Long8
A Young Girl with a Phenomenal Soprano Voice12
Growing up16
The Goose Girl and her Flock22
Calvé as "Carmen"24
Jean de Reszke26
Emma Thursby28
Melba as "Marguerite"30
Miss Farrar and her Mother32
Dr. Holbrook Curtis36
Maurice Grau38
Five Well-known Parts42
Camille Saint-Saëns46
"I spent the Summer in Brittany"50
The Royal Opera House, Berlin52
The Kaiser54
"My Third Season opened in 'Traviata'"56
At Frau von Rath's60
Lilli Lehmann62
The Crown Prince of Germany64
Cécile, Crown Princess of Germany, and her Children66
Massenet68
Marconi70
Caruso72
King Oscar of Sweden74
"Sans Gêne"80
"La Tosca"82
Wolf-Ferrari84
Leaving Berlin86
Mark Twain90
"Madame Butterfly"92
David Belasco94
Sarah Bernhardt96
"As Pretty a Flock of Birds as one could find"100
As the Goose Girl in "Königskinder"102
Kate Douglas Wiggin104
Miss Farrar and Caruso in "Julian"106
As "Carmen"108
Work and play in California110
Making New Friends in the Movies112
Miss Farrar and Mr. Tellegen (Photograph Reproduced by courtesy of the International Film Service, inc.)114