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And because these aliens, these Kalquoi, themselves had no need for bodies or possessions, they'd been unable to conceive that other species might require such things ... might even be harmed if bodies and possessions were transmuted.
But now, at last, glimmerings of this truth had reached them. They'd begun to see the harm they'd done; were sorry for it.
Would man, in his turn, meet them half-way? If they'd stay clear of him and his possessions and allow him to return to the outer planets, would he abandon the disconcerting brain-drain that prevented their shape-changing and transmuting? True, the magnetic shield they'd developed protected them from it, after a fashion. But it was a nuisance. If possible they'd prefer to operate without it....
Numbly, Dane tried to force his aching brain to function. If only he could find the concepts—!
He verbalized it, spoke aloud in hope that meaning would somehow come through: "Yes, yes. Man wants peace as you do. He'll go half-way and more—"
The arc of Kalquoi pulsed approval. All but one.
The others' glow slowly faded.
Instantly, like a bomb bursting, the lone dissenter flared emerald and purple, a radiance so brilliant that Dane reeled back, near-blinded.
His brain reeled, too. For such was the burst of energy the Kalquoi spewed into it that flame seemed to sear at every cell. Dane screamed aloud, writhing in torment.
The flame snuffed out. The pain ebbed slowly. But a message stayed, fire-written: If all men want peace as you say, why have the others scorned us? Why are you the only one to open your brain to us?
Dane groped. "The others—? What others?"
But no coherent answer reached him; only a jumble of fragments and half-impressions. He sensed that the Kalquoi were arguing among themselves while he stood by, forgotten.
As if to prove him correct, his guards now goaded him back to his earlier post to the right of the Sandoz Shaft. Simultaneously, the other group of guards moved Nelva forward to the spot in front of the shining needle where Dane himself had stood.
Swaying a little from the aftermath of pain and mind-fatigue, Dane tried to watch her.
But now, all at once, his compulsion to reach the shaft was again upon him. It was stronger, this time; stronger than ever before. It was all Dane could do to resist it.
Yet resist it he must, for his captors still stood close by, and he had no taste for the sting of the light-beams they flung at him.
Grimly, he concentrated on Nelva Guthrie, trying to force himself to think of her instead of the sky-thrust lance so close beside him.
Strain-lines marred the girl's blonde beauty now. Her hair was tangled, her cheeks pale, her lips trembling.
And yet, for all of that, she was still the loveliest thing Clark Dane had ever seen. The yearning for her gnawed at him like a physical hunger.
Now the interplay of form and color from the line of Kalquoi indicated they were probing her mind. Dane could see her straighten, just a little ... breathe a fraction faster. Her hands moved, rubbing at the side-melds of her garment as if to scrub sweat from her palms.
More shapes, more colors from the Kalquoi. More signs of tension from Nelva Guthrie. Dane could catch only fragments of the projected thoughts and feelings.
Yet something was wrong. Instinctively, he sensed it. A knot drew tight, deep in his belly. He breathed harder.
To what purpose? No matter what happened, there was nothing he could do. He knew that.
Only—Nelva—
He never finished the thought. For abruptly, without warning, the same Kalquoi who minutes before had sent the searing charge through Dane's dazed brain blazed again—a great flash, orange and white and turquoise. The thought smashed in, so violent that even at this distance—even though it was directed at Nelva—the impact made Dane's head reel: She-creature, you close your brain to us! You hold back like the others! You want no peace—
Nelva's scream came like an agonized, overriding echo. Blindly, she staggered forward, clutching her head between her hands.
But the Kalquoi gave no heed. As if the girl were not there, he deluged the whole area with a raging, searing, tidal wave of energy.
Nelva sagged to her knees. Her cry was the keening of a soul in torment.
It was a trigger to turn a man to utter madness. Spasmodically, Dane started forward.
But there was no way to reach the girl, and in his heart he knew it. Too many Kalquoi, too many light-beams, stood ranged between him and her.
But the shining needle, the Sandoz Shaft—it was relatively unprotected for the moment—
Spinning, Dane dived towards it—low, beneath the level at which his captors hovered.
His shoulder crashed against the heavy, buttressed base. His hands closed on a corroded telonium bar. Tearing it from the litter, he surged up, heedless to the light-beams that stung at his back and sides.
The bar had weight to it. Dane swung it with all his might, straight at the seemingly empty space between socket and needle-tip.
If only he could upset the delicate balance of forces that held the shaft upright, and bring it crashing down, almost anything might happen!
The blow hit square and true. But to Dane, it was as if he'd struck the bar against a daggad column. Pain shot up his arms, clear to the shoulders. The telonium strip tore from his hands and sailed through the air nearly fifty feet.
Before the bar even hit the ground, a bolt of energy struck Dane. Helpless, hopeless, sobbing with fury at his own inadequacy, he found himself slammed back bodily against the metal rim that girded the shaft's base. His hands clamped to the alloy.
It was a moment completely incredible; a moment beyond all possibility of belief. For as Dane's hands touched the rim, sparks leaped from flesh to metal. His whole body convulsed. Blue flame crackled in a tight sheath round him. Power pulsed through every bone and muscle in a surging tide.
Then sound came—a high, thin skirl, louder and louder, till Dane thought his eardrums must surely burst.
But the sound still welled and swelled and echoed; and now numbly, it dawned on Dane that something was happening to the Kalquoi. Even blurred as his eyes were, and in spite of the spasms of his body, he could see that, one and all, the aliens had reverted to crystal form. No light gleamed in them. They moved jerkily, as if having trouble even rising from the ground.
The sound in Dane's ears reached a new high note—a note so clear and pure it ceased to be sound at all, to human ears. In its place came silence—a taut, thin-strung, nerve-fraying silence that somehow was almost more than flesh and blood could bear.
Now, while Dane watched in the eerie silence, a Kalquoi crystal suddenly cracked wide open in mid-air.
Its shards cracked, too; and its shards' shards. It was dust before it hit the ground.
On all sides, it was the same. Everywhere in the amphitheatre the aliens were shattering to atoms. In seconds, not one of them remained.
Convulsively, Dane twisted; managed to throw one anguished glance upward to the silver needle that was the Sandoz Shaft.
But so fast was the shaft vibrating that it now looked less like a needle than a flash of silver light.
Dane sagged back. Dully, he wondered how long it would take a man to die this way. Certainly there must be a limit to the amount of such maltreatment the human form could stand.
Yet he knew strength was not in him to break loose, tear away.
Was this, then, his destiny? Must he die here, a living conduit for the power now activating the Sandoz Shaft?
What a goal for a compulsion! What an end to a dream! He couldn't even see the spot where Nelva Guthrie lay....
Time blurred, after that. There were moments when he was conscious; more when he was not.
When he first heard the drone of the carrier's landing beam, he thought he was delirious.
Then he opened his eyes, and the craft hung there before him, less than fifty feet away. While he watched, it ramped down. The hatch opened.
It was then he knew he was delirious, for sure.
Because the first of the two men who climbed out was thick-bodied, bullet-headed, lump-faced, scowling Pfaff, the Security rep with whom he'd clashed.
And the gaunt figure behind Pfaff was that of the hollow-cheeked, hollow-eyed, hairless man, master of slaves, whom Dane knew only as the Being-Without-A-Name!
CHAPTER IX
"Well, Dane, how does it feel to be the savior of your race?"
Slowly, painfully, Dane forced his eyes to focus and search for the speaker.
It turned out to be the hairless man. He sat on a crumbling stone bench, hunched forward slightly and with his teeth bared in a cold, knife-edged smile. Glowering Pfaff stood to his right, scrubbing a palm over a hairy forearm. To his left, a uniformed, strangely blank-faced stranger stood too stiffly at attention.
Dane moved his head a fraction, seeking Nelva.
She sat off away from the three men, still farther left. Her face wore a stiff, strained look, and she kept her eyes on a spot distant from the group, as if to avoid involvement with them.
Dane shifted his gaze back to the hairless man. He still said nothing.
"I do make a striking picture, don't I, Dane?" the other observed as if answering a question. His smile twisted mirthlessly. "If you'd like to try the effect yourself, a proper dose of some types of radiation poisoning will do it. In my own case, the hair follicles were killed completely—scalp, eyebrows, facial and body hair, everything. I felt rather bad about it at first, for I was vain enough in my younger days. But then I found that even the loveliest of women is more apt to be impressed by the unique, the different, than run-of-sex handsomeness; and no man ever forgets me. So there are adequate compensations. Personally, I'm quite satisfied."
The voice held the same twist as the smile—a twist of bitterness, of irony, of lurking menace. It was the voice of a man who enjoyed playing cat-and-mouse ... or forcing those in his power to confess their thralldom.
The very sound of it made Dane's hackles rise, in spite of all he'd been through. "Who are you?" he asked tightly.
"That's right; you don't know, do you?" The man leaned back a fraction. The lids of the deep-set eyes flickered. "We might make a sort of game of it, even—let you guess—"
"He's Thorburg Jessup." This, quite unexpectedly, from Nelva. Hate rasped in her words. Her eyes were smoldering.
"Thorburg Jessup—!" Involuntarily, Dane's eyes widened. He pulled himself round; sat up.
"Oh! You're feeling better!" Jessup chuckled. "That pleases me. It would have been a pity to lose you, after all the effort I put into your creation."
Dane breathed in sharply. Then, catching himself, he counted off three deeper breaths before speaking: "And ... what did you have to do with my creation?"
The Security chief lifted a long-fingered hand. "It was my idea. All of it, from the beginning."
"Your ... idea—?"
"Precisely. My biochemical staff in the Mercury laboratories is superlative technically, but they need a broader, more incisive mind to shape their concepts. I gave them that—outlined the exact requirements they'd have to meet in developing the type of creature we'd need to send against the Kalquoi."
"The type of creature?"
"Of course. You didn't think you were human, surely?"
Dane's throat drew so tight he couldn't answer. Numbly, he dug his fingers into the dirt of the arena, trying to hide their trembling.
Jessup watched him for a moment, then threw back his head and laughed—jubilant, sadistic; the self-same laugh Dane had heard that other time, so many worlds away.
Only then, suddenly, Nelva Guthrie was on her feet—fists clenched, eyes blazing. "Stop it, you fiend!" she screamed. "Stop it! Stop it!"
Jessup's laugh cut off as if severed by a knife. "Oh, my dear! Have I disturbed you?" Mock solicitude flowed from him like oily vapor. "Really, I did have to handle it this way, though. I simply couldn't use a human. There was the matter of subconscious memory, inadverent knowledge. You have to consider those things when you're dealing with telepaths like the Kalquoi, you know."
Beside the Security chief, pig-eyed, smirking Pfaff moved smoothly into the conversation: "You didn't have much time, either, Mr. Jessup."
"A vital factor," the hairless man nodded. And then, to Dane again: "As you may have guessed, the Kalquoi already had perfected a shield against the brain-drain. It was urgent for us to strike a strong blow at them before they seized the initiative. I decided the Sandoz Shaft, here, offered us our best opportunity. We'd already worked out a new-type catalytic relay that would activate it on practically no power. The only problem lay in coupling the relay to the shaft. To do it by normal procedure, with a task force, would have destroyed its whole value, because it would have driven the Kalquoi from Callisto."
From Pfaff: "Brilliant analysis, Mr. Jessup!"
"So, I conceived the idea of an artificial man with the relay built in, made part of his tissue structure—a creature something on the order of my guard, here"—a gesture to the blank-faced man in uniform—"but of a higher order. He'd be physically strong, well endowed with initiative. His mind would be good, too, and properly pre-stocked with all necessary information, as well as conditioned to a compulsive drive to reach Callisto and the Sandoz Shaft."
Dane shuddered. Were these the things that dreams were made of—conditioning, packaged data, concepts born in someone else's brain? Was he really one with the blank-faced guard—"but of a higher order"?
He wished he'd died at the shaft's base.
Jessup was still talking: "... and as a special twist, we named you Clark Dane, after a John Dane who stayed on at Sandoz, long after everyone else had left, trying to learn more about Kalquoi culture. Because he'd established some slight communication with them, I thought his name might help you...."
Another piece of the puzzle, clicking into place. Another of Dane's questions answered.
"... like every life-form, the Kalquoi needs periods of quiescence. The yat-stick provides a closed circuit where a Kalquoi can rest with no escape of energy. So, you were left by a yat-stick experts assured me contained a Kalquoi in repose. I knew your name would arouse the creature's interest. Tie that to your drive to reach Callisto, and the odds were good you'd live to activate the shaft. If you didn't"—a shrug—"it didn't matter too much, because you lacked any knowledge detrimental to us."
Of a sudden, Dane was tired of words and explanations. He no longer cared about questions or their answers. Lurching to his feet, he stumbled past the Security chief, out of the arena.
Jessup eyed him curiously. "Where are you going?"
Dane continued his unsteady march. He didn't bother to answer.
Thick-bodied Pfaff moved round to block him. "Hey, you! Mr. Jessup asked you a question!"
Dane veered to pass him.
Belligerent, bullet-head down, Pfaff thrust a foot between Dane's. Dane tripped and fell.
Now Nelva Guthrie was running to him; kneeling beside him. Her fingers were cool upon his face. "Let him alone, can't you?" she cried fiercely. "Haven't you done enough to him, without more of this torture?"
Jessup's smile faded just a little. "You've been a favorite of mine a long time, Nelva," he said in a too-quiet voice. "Don't jeopardize that status now."
The girl stared up at him, face tear-streaked. "Do you think I care about status at a time like this?"
"A dangerous question, my dear." The Security chief studied her for a long, long moment. "Now I find myself wondering if I can trust you further—and no matter how I phrase it, the answer comes back, 'No'."
Dane felt Nelva's fingers stiffen on his cheek. A tremor ran through her.
Abruptly, his desire to leave the arena ebbed. He sat up. "What happens when you get no for an answer, Jessup?"
"Mister Jessup, you chitza!" Pfaff snarled. But the hairless man himself only smiled faintly.
"A wise man knows when not to talk, Dane," he observed. "For you, this is one of those times. You've done well. I like you. So human or not, I'll look after you so long as you behave."
"And Nelva?"
"She's no concern of yours, Dane. And as I said once, a wise man knows when not to talk." A pause. "I may not repeat that again."
And from Nelva: "Please, Clark. Let it go."
Dane eyed her soberly. "Why?"
The panic flaring in her eyes was more than enough answer.
To no one in particular Dane said, "Everything that can happen to me has already happened. That gives me leeway to take care of a few things."
He started to rise.
Jessup's twisted smile was gone now. All gone. Sharp and hard, he rapped, "Get him, Pfaff!"
The squat Security rep whipped out a pelgun.
Dane went flat on the ground in the same instant. Clawing out, he caught Pfaff's ankle and jerked the leg from under the thick body.
Pfaff crashed to the ground. Twisting, he fired a pellet.
It went wild. Before the Security rep could trigger off a second shot, Dane swung up a ten-pound chunk of broken masonry in both hands and brained him with it.
Jessup's voice echoed, shouting to the guard. The man-creature raced towards Dane and Nelva.
Wrenching the pelgun from Pfaff's dead hand, Dane shot for his new attacker's knees.
The guard spilled headlong; lay moaning.
Pelgun at the ready, Dane swung to Jessup.
But the Security chief's voice stayed calm, even though his hairless skull was glistening. "You can't shoot, Dane. You can't." And then, forceful and vibrant: "Remember? I'm your master. You're my slave!"
Dane stopped in his tracks.
Deftly, while Dane stood as if paralyzed, Jessup took the pelgun. "You see, I'm still master, Dane. I created you. That's why you're going to stay here. You and Nelva Guthrie. Together. Dead."
Sweat came to Dane's forehead. In an agony of desperate tension, he tried to drag up his hand.
But it was like being thrown back through time into a nightmare. Once again, it was as on that other, dark-remembered day. The control, the conditioning—they gripped him in spite of all his efforts; bound him tight.
"Can you guess why you two will die, Dane?" Jessup taunted. "Is there any reason you can see?"
Mumbling, Dane said, "Because ... we know ... too much?"
"That's right. But what about?"
"About the Kalquoi wanting peace? About the way you sent me to activate the shaft, so they'd think men were all against them?"
"Very good, Dane. Now tell me why."
"Because you ... run things ... so long as there's trouble ... with the Kalquoi. But if peace comes ... you'll be just another man."
"Correct." Jessup's hairless face set in a death's-head grin. "And now, to get on to the business at hand...."
He moved towards Nelva. Face chalky with fear, she stumbled backward, behind Dane, out of his view.
Again Dane strained. Again he failed.
Was it true, then? Was he really Jessup's slave?
Numb, aching, he prayed for some power to break the deep-conditioned trance into which Jessup's cue-words had thrown him.
Behind him, then, Jessup said something too low to catch. A blow thudded.
Like an echo, Nelva screamed.
Dane never knew what happened in that moment.
Yet within him, it was as if some tight-confining band had snapped. The new stimulus overrode the old. Whirling, leaping over Nelva's crumpled form, Dane threw himself bodily at Jessup.
The Security chief's voice, half-choked, gasping the cue-words: "Dane! Remember! I'm your mas—"
The voice cut off as Dane wrenched the hairless head back and jammed a hand down the yawning throat.
Jessup, arms flailing. Jessup, eyes bulging. Jessup, face purpling.
A final jerk, with every ounce of strength left in Dane's sagging muscles. The crack of bone snapping.
Jessup limp. Jessup dead.
Dane knelt beside Nelva. Hands shaking, he felt for her pulse.
Her eyes opened; grew tender. Slowly, she smiled. Her slim hand clasped his big one.
A shudder ran through him. Face averted, he pulled his hand from hers and drew back.
"Clark—!" She caught at his elbow. "Dane, it's all right. I'm not hurt, not badly...."
Wordless, again he tried to pull away.
Nelva came close now; clung to him. "Clark, what is it? What's wrong? What have I done?"
Dane choked. "It's not you. It's me; what I am."
"What you are—?" She tugged him around and stared at him, grey eyes ever so wide. "What are you, Clark?"
"You heard Jessup say it: I'm ... not human." Miserably, Dane forced himself to meet her gaze. "Don't you understand, Nelva? I don't even dare to think about—you and me. I'm—different. Like no one, not even Jessup's Zombie guards."
A moment of silence. A long, echoing moment, while the girl sat with eyes downcast.
Then, slowly, she looked up at Dane once more. "I know, Clark. Better than you. Because I've had longer to be lonely."
"To be lonely—?"
"Yes, Clark." Nelva's grey eyes suddenly were tear-filled, her voice a whisper. "You see, I was the first—the very first the lab made with a real mind, and free will. That was why I had to find you, even though I didn't dare tell you anything for fear I'd distort your reaction pattern, put you in danger." A smile, slow and shy, tremulous through the tears. "That's over now, Clark. We ... don't have to be lonely any more...."
The pickup ship came much too soon.