Note 90 — THE FIELDS OF FANCY[88]

Cf. two entries in Mary Shelley’s journal. An unpublished entry for October 27, 1822, reads: “Before when I wrote Mathilda, miserable as I was, the inspiration was sufficient to quell my wretchedness temporarily.” Another entry, that for December 2, 1834, is quoted in abbreviated and somewhat garbled form by R. Glynn Grylls in Mary Shelley (London: Oxford University Press, 1938), p. 194, and reprinted by Professor Jones (Journal, p. 203). The full passage follows: “Little harm has my imagination done to me & how much good!—My poor heart pierced through & through has found balm from it—it has been the aegis to my sensibility—Sometimes there have been periods when Misery has pushed it aside—& those indeed were periods I shudder to remember—but the fairy only stept aside, she watched her time—& at the first opportunity her ... beaming face peeped in, & the weight of deadly woe was lightened.”